Merry Friday

yesterday

I went to Biix's house

listened to Christmas songs

felt warm and merry

hope that Christmas will come soon

if can

I also want to buy a Christmas album

then I can listen to it whenever I want

then online to download Christmas song

and chit chat with CMK and Puiyee

during that time I went out

took his handphone

Sony Ericsson G705

like the photo taken by the phone

clear and nice

"forced" his fish to take photo with me

actually not forcing

just that I waited for the fish come near

it quite cooperate with me

seem to understand that I wanna took photo with it

such a clever fish

then wanted to take photo outside

as the sky is blue enough

like the scene very much

but got some children were playing there

so I'm afraid to take photo

besides

Biix's brother came back

nearly let him saw what I did with the fish

the photo with Biix

tot of upload it to my Facebook account

but the speed is too slow

don't know

when only I can update my photo album

Motivated

congratulations to my friends

who just get their matriculation result

Jeeyang and Suling

they get 4 flat for their result

what a great result

do hope I can score as well as them

yet my current CGPA is impossible to do so

so must work hard for my degree course

I didn't feel regret

for giving up the chance to matriculation

a good environment for me

as I can only go home when there is holiday

so normal time I can't online that frequent

and will focus on my study

just that I feel bad for my laziness

being here I can online everyday as long as I'm free

seldom revise for my studies

only when mid term or final then I will touch my notes

2 weeks later

I'll sit for my final examination

yet I haven't prepare for anything

just wait for next week to come

then only I will start to study

last minute

the culture that exists among most of the students

I did work hard for my studies last semester

but I only go through it basically

so consider I just master it around 70%

since small I used to like this

now I found that I must inhabit this habit

as it'll spoil my studies

I haven't know

whether I can transfer my degree course or not

if I really can get it

then I must work hard for it

that's my own choice

I have to work hard to prove that

my choice isn't wrong to somebody who wants me to take other course

I'm no longer a secondary student

who can just take things easy

get started from now on

should remember your target

currently my result is totally bad

compared to 2.89

my result is better than it but the range between is too small

I must score better in this semester

and increase my CGPA

besides

JOey Foo

please be reminded that

your promise to your grandfather and the target you aimed

recover your passion

like the time you solved question

until you cried just because of you can't solve it

you're in battlefield

if you continue with your laziness

please prepare for die as you'll get bomb by it

Pizza & Cake

yesterday

had pizza for dinner

mummy bought it from ipoh

met one of my primary school teachers there

already long time didn't see her

daddy is now in China

he will be staying there for 2 weeks

nobody will send me home and send me to Kampar

have to ask my friend and mummy to send

but I have to wait

until mummy finish her work and come back earlier

I hate to come back earlier but what to do

my "AHMAD" isn't around

since daddy's birthday is on 28th

so we celebrated for him in advanced

ice cream cake with yam flavor

bought from just to eat

20% discount

I tot 

today I will be rushing for my assignment

yet my group members almost finish it

since I didn't contribute any work

I have to pay for the printing fee

some more RM8

I hate my money gone like this

if I can choose 

for sure I won't pay for it

I waited for two days for the web page

while you guys did it during night time

it's unfair

but what can I do now

just pay it like an idiot

I won't let this happen anymore

this will be the last time for I and them in the same group

last time I had to work until midnight

I prefer this rather than pay money for my marks

feel guilty as I did nothing

argh!!!

Friday again

recently

my friends are in a relationship

hope they and their boy boy happy together

@Pygie

must hang fuk 99~

there are 2 songs

I wanted to recommend to you all

1st one comes from Super Junior M

M stands for Mandarin

I think you guys hear this song in radio recently

as they just released their mini album

Super Girl

the title of the first song

admired one the members

Kyuhyun

the one who sing at 0:22

2nd song

comes from FanFan and MC Hot Dog

she looks great in the MV

1 to 10 equal to I love you

the love matic for all the couples

try take note at the lyrics

quite nice 

lab test and presentation finally ended

not very satisfy with my lab test

must work hard for it

although I dislike this subject

later will be going back to Bidor

wish to take good rest

headache~

however I need to do report for assignment

and another assignment on next week

given 10 minutes for self and group preparation

our response are very important

hope I will okay with it

good luck~

tired

need to take a nap

t.a.t.a

Week 5

After tomorrow

week 5 is going to end

that's mean 2 weeks are remaining

for this semester

week5 --> week6 --> week7 --> study week --> final exam --> holidays --> degree 1st year

the process above 

shows what will happen within 3 months

it's gonna to be happen fast

actually I still can't accept the fact that 

I'm studying in tertiary level

in my mind

I still consider myself as a secondary student

as foundation doesn't has a specific status

so I myself also get confused 

This morning

I waked up at 5am

but it seem still early

so I lay on my bed and took a short nap
who know

I waked up at 7.45am 

when I heard someone was opened the front door

* my hearing quite sensitive

then rushed down and asked my housemate, Cherry

waited for me another while

glad that she was willing to wait

or else I would be late for the class

but sorry to Cherry as caused her late for her class



later 
I have to go to my friend's house 
to collect my pendrive and group discussion
then I have to study for my lab test
which I'm going to sit for it tomorrow morning
in addition 
tomorrow afternoon
I have to present my group work 
argh~~~
why my time fulled with this and that?
I really need a long break 
3 more assignments + 2 more presentations + 1 lab test + 3 final examinations = busy and stress






need to go now
t.a.t.a~




 

LESSON

for today and future:-

• please set your alarm so that you won't be late again
• please start your revision on week 7 so that you will have enough time to study well
  

Lesson

thanks for you all

who care about me yesterday night

I'm okay

sorry for let you all worry for me

these few years

my emotional used to change dramatically

so it's normal for me to angry suddenly

take it easy

I used to put a lot of things

in my heart

until a certain limit

it will explode and make my emotion loss control

after some while

I will be fine

just want to throw all the negative things out

glad that

I didn't let my emotion affect my work

quite happy with my work

yet still have space to improve

thanks for mr roy's comment

I should learn from Bill Gates

accepting criticism

it can make my work getting better

besides

I didn't told anyone about what happen to me

perhaps I should learn to be more independent

not much people I can count on

and I don't want to trust people that much anymore

even my own family members

L.E.S.S.O.N

of yesterday event

• must learn how to control my emotion
• do something which hurts other will end up with hurting yourself
  
  

ANGRY

I'm very angry now

why must you all choose 

the time I'm busy with my study

then only create some annoying problem for me?

don't you all feel that it's lame!

I don't care who you are

as long as you make me feel angry

I will just shout back when I can't tolerate anymore

who care who will read it

and tell to people I point to

I don't care at all

you don't care whether your action

will hurt me or not

why must I take care of your feeling?

I just treat you like what you have treat to me

STOP

your unfair treatment to me

I'm not a DOLL

I'm a normal being too

I also need people care for me

however you all didn't do so

think that I can do everything myself

do you know that I will also feel afraid?

...

......

bla... bla... bla...

......

...

don't want to type so much here

it's not that important

I just want to be fair

just force with the way you want

I will response with the reaction when my emotion loss control...

Discover

Although I'm a Perakian

yet many places I haven't visit before

last weekend

daddy brought us to some special places

@1st destination

Welcome to Sultan Azlan Shah Airport

you can take flight here to S'pore and Indonesia

there are two choices 

which are Silver Airline and FireFly Airline

Inner part of it

 

We reached there3 something

 but the plane arriving at 4.20pm

so didn't have the chance 

to see how FireFly look like

is it smaaallll???

 a symbol for an airport

the control tower

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@2nd destination

 

you all will rarely discover this place

even my dad passed by here for almost 10 years

last Saturday only

he stopped here for the first time

 

can you guys get to know where is it?

you will pass by here

when you're on the way to Kuala Kangsar, Penang, etc

by using Highway

next time take note of your left

you will find here

actually nothing here

just for the drivers to take a rest

 

can see there is a building

it is located in Ipoh

during night time

you can many small yellow dots

like when you all leaving Genting Highland

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 @3rd destination

 

you all get to know this place before 

when you are studying history

it's Port Weld

along the way 

you will pass by many stalls

which sold prawn noodles

can stop by and try it

 

sunset~

Putter fish

it got poison in its organ

if want to eat it

must clean off the poison part

especially it's liver

 This Abang 

who catched the putter fish

but in the end

the fish dropped into water and disappeared

daddy didn't allow us to walk near it

he said the fish got sharp teeth

we had dinner in this restaurant

upstairs is the restaurant

while downstairs is like small factory

the pictures I showed above is taken there

small sotong

crunchy and yummy

small advice: don't sit near or under light

or else you will eat insect

and sit inner part 

or else mosquitoes will fly around to have their dinner

 

 

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 Last weekend 

I went to Kuala Kangsar

compared to last time

this time was the 1st time I didn't feel bored

as we spent our time on Saturday go here and there

then Sunday spent few hours 

to distribute text books and workbooks

for 13 classes

as a result

I just reached home around 8.10pm

the next morning 5 something

I have to leave my home and come back to here

next week will be going to K.K again

but it won't spend so much time

actually

there are many nice places in Perak

yet I don't have the chance to discover it

hope I will have the chance in future

by the way

I took a book form daddy's school

it's about Dato Sri Ong Kah Ting

get to know him more

he is a good leader

and when he was holding the position

MCA was just nice

now no eye see~~~

C.O.L.D

1st of all

I wanted to say merci to Rain God

as last Wednesday was raining during evening and night

this let me have excuse that I can't go out

and I don't have to attend

those event organized by direct sell companies

two of my friends are members

I rejected one of them since last semester

now I think she already angry with me

as I didn't answer her calls

whatever

if other things I still can accept

but I really not interest with this kind of part time job

I don't know how to persuade people to join

and I have enough money to spend

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Beware of Direct Selling and Pyramid Schemes

To all staff and students of UTAR,

 

It has come to our knowledge that there are recent efforts to recruit members for direct selling or pyramid schemes. People attending the recruitment sessions are asked to deposit money first and then recruit friends to join with promises of good return on investment.

The University strongly advise students and staff to be alert and to take extra care and not to participate in quick money making schemes which maybe illegal and you may lose your savings and investment. We also advises all students to focus on your studies and lead meaningful student lives.

 

Registrar

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as a conclusion

NO DIRECT SELL!!! 

even UTAR doesn't give any response

this few days

kept on raining and raining
nice weather to sleep

even I'm in my room
and the fan doesn't spin too fast
yet I can feel that my fingers are cold
today the intensity of sunlight
isn't that high
so can go out without worry
besides here nearby westlake
when you went out to an empty space
you can feel the wind is cold
I tot this afternoon will rain
but it doesn't
even it's rain
it will just rain a bit and small drop only












tomorrow then only I can go home
I wish 
this will be only week I have to stay here
just now daddy called me
sure he forget that tomorrow I have class

Worry

R.I.P

for the 3 UTAR students 

who passed away on last Sunday

these few days

mummy kept on repeating the same thing

"don't go anywhere with your friends.

no matter the place is near to water or not.

to raise a child isn't that simple."

according my memory

I went to waterfall with my friends

without my mum permission 

and she only knew when she saw the photo we taken

then the last time I went to waterfall 

was 17th Oct@Deepavali

I think I went to that waterfall before 

with my friends 

if I'm not mistaken 

let me make sure of it

actually 

since the accident happened last year 

on my friend's brother

I know that mummy do care for me

once I received phone call from mummy

listened to what mummy said until cried

what Cousin Keat How said 

in the conversation we had last Friday

totally agree with it

don't do something that will let our parent worry

if other children get injured or what

our parent sure will worry that us

they afraid the same thing will happen on us

do appreciate those who care for you

and do care for the others

although caring is priceless

but it can warm a person heart

for me that's the most valuable thing