Holiday On

I'm holiday now since Saturday evening. Sunday morning, I waked up at 7 something. Then took LRT from Wangsa Maju to Bukit Jalil. 17 stops and around 40 minutes, I'm in the LRT. As long as I can leave KL and reach home safely, just bear with it. 

Supposed I'm on my trip now in Taiping, yet, it delayed. Yesterday night, I was told that SimYee is having fever. Hope she is okay. If she really can't make it, the trip will be canceled as we are a gang. Can't go without one of you. Until now, I don't know the trip on or not. If yes, then I just have to wait for you guys coming at afternoon. If not, then I have plan for other trip for my holiday.

 

It's clear that I'm not

Is it because my soul is too free? Therefore, I put my feeling on someone. For the 1st time, I acted irrationally. Wonder how could I did it?! I must find out what is going on. I don't want to be trapped again.  


I tot we can meet each other in real life. Yet, we can only meet each other by phone. If one day, you lost my contact number, will you look for it? If one of us wanna disconnected with each other, it just piece of cake. Besides phone, no other. Feel like wanna disconnected with you before I get hurt. 


Told by someone that you shouldn't give up and you will success. But I don't want to do so as I don't aim for anything and I know it's impossible. Better for me to let go before it's uncontrollable. In my heart, there are two sounds. I knew the fact very clear, but I heard one voice which deny it. End up I will listen to it and deny the fact. 


It's clear that I'm not. Why I dare to say I am? Feel like I'm getting lost control recently. All my rational and maturity gone. I can only listen to the others. Perhaps, I should say someone. I want to be normal. Please stop torture my mind like this! I need a deep rest. At least allow me to sleep well for one night. 


Something changed between us and I dislike it. I think it's too late for me to reverse the condition to one week back. My mind is out of function. Need to be repair~

It's WenEe Big Day!

It's WenEe Big Day!!! 

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Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday To WenEe

Happy Birthday to you

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Happy Birthday, my dear! May all the best to you!

On and on

2060++ days are over. Finally! But anything special? Nope~


Recently, many things have changed. Everyday didn't sleep well due to certain reasons. Wonder where is my rational? Unbelievable that I will do so. Perhaps, I should take some leaves. I really can't take it for long term. 


I'm keep on testing my limit. Why I make myself so suffer? I shouldn't told him bout it. Let's see how far I can stand it. I wish I can runaway from it but I have promised that I won't go. I will runaway right after you're recover. I don't want to test my limit on and on. 






P/S: My soul, you're taking the real holiday now. Please enjoy it. As you're going for another suffer life again. Sorry to let you in suffer. I don't wish too.

Be myself

I'm changed. No longer the one who bear with someone no matter what. I have my right to say no and not to be a nice kitty. After coming Friday, I should set myself free as SeeMon said. I have to think clearly from now on. I have wasted so many times on something unworthy. 2060 plus are no a short period. I don't want to repeat the same thing in future. Be myself and love myself more. 

Since Monday until today, I didn't spent any single cent. Happy bout it as I have around RM30. But everyday ate instant noodles, biscuit or drink milo with cereals. Don't feel like eating even I'm hungry. Take it as diet since I ate a lots last week. 

2 more papers left. After coming Saturday, I will be free like a bird. Looking forward for my holiday. Going for a trip with my course mates. Then, help daddy for his school carnival. Hope I can watch Eat, Pray, Love during holiday. Yet, in between, I have to come back for MUET test. Even though I'm on holiday, still need to prepare for it. At least get Band 3. But I want to get above.

Finally, I know how to input song into Ipod. Tomorrow I can use it when I'm on the way home. Listening to some songs better than doing nothing on the bus. Need to wake up early as I will be going to Time Square with my friend. Plan to buy a gift for my sis, Phylliz. She pass her exam. Her hardworking gives her a great reward. Well done ya! By the way, she went to Ipoh before this and she bought me a T-shirt. For the 1st time, my sister bought clothes for me. This shown that we're growing.

P/S: I'm going home tomorrow. Going to celebrate mid autumn festival with my family and friends. It's is one of the important day for the Chinese. A reunion day for a family. Therefore, I'm going back~  

Exam Week

Leave KL for one week. Supposed to study at home. Yet, felt too relaxing when I reach home. Before midnight, I will feel sleepy and go to sleep. I forced myself to study. I did studied but ended up with slept in living room till the next morning. My mood will switch to relax mode whenever I reach home. Next time, I need to stay back in KL for study week. Or else, I will lack of time to study. 

Before and on Hari Raya Puasa, I went for 3 open house event. One of it was at my house. Wondering why, right? Since N years ago, my house will have a small party for Hari Raya Puasa. Next year, there won't be open house as BiBi is going back to Indonesia. Already 11 years, she didn't go back to Indonesia. I told her not to go back and stay with us. I'm selfish. Everyone miss home, I shouldn't requested like that. Anyway, I have treated BiBi as my family member.

Saturday, I went for 5 Melur 2008 gathering. Supposed 6pm I should reach restaurant but I still on the way back from Ipoh. Thank god I reached Bidor around 6.30pm. Called someone as I wasn't sure with the time. Ended up he picked me up to restaurant. Thanks ya, Daniel. Even though just 10 plus people attended, we enjoyed ourselves a lot. Sing K and took photo. Made noise for non stop. It was a delighted moment. We started our dinner around 7 something till 10.30pm. If not because of the staff told us the restaurant is going to close, we will continue our gathering. Kian Tatt will work in Singapore. All the best to you. Hope we all can gather again in future.

Within two hour I went back from KL on last Saturday, I went to Ipoh for short moment shopping. Grabbed two new clothes. Then, Hari Raya Puasa went to Ipoh again. Grabbed two belts. Bought one of it at Vincci. Vincci accessories usually very expensive. Glad that I can grab one with 20% discount. While waiting for daddy, saw Voir sales. Bought a cloth from Soda Exchange. Discount up to 70%. Finally I have a cloth from Soda.

 

Tomorrow, I'm going to sit for French paper. Before this, I have spelling for numbering system. Kept on writing from 0 to 110. Let's test whether I can remember it or not. 

un/une, deux, troise, quatre, cinq, six, sept, huit, neuf, dix, onze, douze, troize, quatroze, quinze, seize, dix-sept, dix-huit, dix-neuf, vingt, vingt-et-un, ... , trente, trente-et-un, ... , quarante-et-un, ... , cinquante, cinquante-et-un, ... , soixante, soixante-et-un, ... , soixante dix, soixante-et-onze, ... , quatre-vingt, quatre-vingt-un, ... , quatre-vingt-onze, ... , quatre-vingt-dix-neuf, cent, deux cent, neuf cent, mille. 

After checking, just troise was wrong. It should be trois. Happy that I can memorize most of it. I do really like this subject. Get to know more about foreign country, language, culture and so on. Hope I can learn more and more foreign language. 

It's 10 something now. I should stop wasting my time on surfing internet for nothing. All the best to myself and all those who are siting for exam currently. 

P/S: After tears were came out from eyes, felt better. Why I read novel? One of the reasons is to cry. What a stupid reason but it's true. I don't know how to cry by my own so I need something to attract my tears.

Study Week

At home since last Saturday afternoon. Finally I can take my meal regularly and need not to worry bout what should I eat for my meals. Just like the song I'm listening now, feel good~ Listen carefully, "Instant noodles, I'm going to dump you for one week!" =P

Met my secondary schoolmate, SinYee at Bukit Jalil. Both of us talked all the way back. Such a long time didn't chat like that. Last time we used to write letter to each other. Found that we are changed compared to From 1. Happy to know that she is happy with her current life. Hope her boy boy will treat her nicely. Boy shouldn't be rude to girl no matter how angry you are. 

My hair is getting shorter and shorter since May. Like what I told those who asked me why don't I keep my hair. Already 7 years plus of having same hairstyle, I should make a different. It's good to keep short hair. My hair can dry faster now. I can wash my hair twice a day or more than that. For those who told me to keep my hair, I will do so but not now. Maybe next year or few years. It's just 4th month for my hair to be short. I want to have more time with my short hair.

Feel like no mood to study for final. Just study part of French Language. Had spelling yesterday afternoon. Wrote down the numbers from zero to one hundred and ten in French. dix, vingt, trente, quarante, cinquante, soixante, quatre-vingt, cent, mille... I don't want to be sleepy. I want to study. 

After 11 hours which is 1pm, it will be time for me to register for next semester timetable. Hope I won't waste many time on register timetable on afternoon. Going to spend RM3 for a better internet connection. Coz most of my friends registered their timetable in cyber cafe. For the 1st time, I spend money in CC. What a historical moment for me. Before 20 years old, I did many things that I think I won't do it. What will be next? Wondering...

Time to sleep... Need to wake up early to market with mummy... Good night...

P/S: Many friends asked me why I quit FaceBook? I didn't, just deactivated my FB account. Don't worry, I will activate it soon. Maybe one month later or longer time. Depends. Found that it's good to do so. Try to live without FaceBook. You will have more time for other things.   

Salut! Septembre

This Saturday will be the last class for foreign language. The lecturer is going to treat us cheese. Hope I can take it as I rarely eat cheese without other food. Gonna miss every Saturday which I will learn something new bout French Language. The only class with happiness in semester 2. Hope I can learn more bout foreign language and their culture. Last week, I learn an Italy word, sono sola, which mean I'm alone from Eat Pray Love website. It's fun~

It's week 14 now. Study week will be next week. Final examination will fall on the following week. Hope I manage to catch up my study during study week. I'm not greedy, at least let me master part of it. Cross my fingers and pray sincerely for it as what mummy said grandpa will bless me.Grandpa did gave me some confident as I know he will believe that I can do it. Still remember HoneyStar after exam and get sick after finished all the HoneyStar. XD

Having Ho Yan Hor herbal tea now. In order to get rid of those heat in my body. My face and gum also pain. I hate to feel pain when I'm having my food. This morning I had panadol soluble after breakfast. Guess what?! Straight away swallowed and it stuck at my throat. Many air come out as it is soluble+ing. Drink lots of water but it seem useless. Forced to vomit. End up I need a new panadol soluble and my stomach fulled with water like pregnant. How stupid I am?! When I was small, it happened once but not panadol soluble. How can I let panadol stuck at my throat for twice?! How embarrassing!!!

Went for movie again with my friends. Vampire suck as not many choices at noon. Bought normal seat but sat on couple seat. A couples nearby me are having some close act till the staffs in and out just to make sure both of them be 'polite'. Can't they be smart? Cinema has tool to record what the audiences are doing even you tot the cinema is dark and no one could see. So take note that please be polite. Glad that my friend told me bout this as her brother worked in cinema before. After the movie, found that one of the couples is prefect of unknown secondary school. Too bad~ 

 

Back to the movie.What is this era trend? It's Vampire due to Twilight~ Everyone fall in love with Edward or Jacob. The movie is taking some scenes from the 3 episodes of Twilight and transform it into funny and suck~ A small wound can cause flow of blood with the reason it was main artery. A baby and a bowling can fit into a bag. Even Lady Gaga appeared in the film. My god~