岁末

假期愉快！

恭贺大马足球队以4比2赢得元首杯。因此，今天是假期。 但对于我没什么，因为早已在假期中。可怜俊鸿表哥，在沙漠工作，幸灾乐祸的说。呵呵。

二零一零年即将走入历史。是时候，为明年编写人生大纲，通常无法办到的说。但总比毫无方向好得多。愿这一年所有不好的事情都成过去。

想说，庆幸，身边仍有你。常弄我生气，却无法生气你；傻乎乎的话，常让我笑。

提早祝贺大家：新年快乐！HAPPY NEW YEAR！

感慨

有多久，深夜还不睡？有一些想念某段时候，凌晨五点多仍在通电话及传简讯。就算一天只睡三个小时，不累，心情是喜悦的。这，你懂吗？

也许，接近岁末，曾经的曾经在脑海里播放，让人有许多感慨。检讨自己到底做了些什么、检验定下的目标是否达成等。

我并没有达到目标，被首都的种种迷惑了。原以为能抵抗得了，也借此证明了自己的定力还不及格，需要更多的自律。

出席婚宴。“饮胜”时刻，觉得好敷衍。怎么说？我会出席只因父母，并非分享一对新人的喜悦或给予祝福。真正的意义到那了？

近来，想法也些许的偏激。我想，要不是别人的感情问题，我不会察觉我又变了。深呼吸，来个心灵沉淀。但以前已回不了去了。

今天是轩第一天上班。愿一切顺利。

鸡啼，告诉人们快早上六点了，我也该睡觉了。然而，我的计划书未完成。

后记：淡淡的思念在心坎不经意泛起。身在某处的某人，你好吗？

灰色圣诞

喜欢我的部落格，不时有雪花飘落，配合这白色季节。

圣诞节快乐！并非快乐的说。

每年的这一天，我都很期待，感觉像是自己的生日。几乎每年的圣诞节，我都会去旅行。但今年，我却躲在房间里当宅女。

没有太多的喜悦，昨天的突发事件让我提不起劲。

想起几年前，这日子在悲伤中度过，因疼我的男人离我而去。但我不曾当你离去，只是到了别的地方，默默守护您这辈子最疼爱的家人。

这不开心的时候，我却得安慰别人。实在不明白，干嘛老是找我这个不及格的爱情“砖”家？被背叛，为什么还要委屈自己，等他回心转意？

我是大好人，绝对成全兼祝福对方幸福。原因？这种“好”男人，给你好了。我宁可单身，也不会委屈自己。

雨滴与屋顶正举行演奏会，似乎在倾诉那淡淡的哀愁。愿安息！

淡淡的哀愁

愿以为, 平安夜会是个宁静的日子。

得知某噩耗。虽不相识，毕竟是朋友的家人，仍有一些伤感。从别人口中知道一些关于你的事。

也许此时此刻，你才能体会那份迟来的爱。愿安息。

和健通电话。他说，今年并非好年。方想起半年前发生的某件事。这才发觉我真的好善忘。也许这有这样我才能和伤心绝缘，所以我才说善忘是件幸福的事。

我并非把事情都抹得一干二净，只是把事情藏在心底最深处。突发的一些事就想把钥匙，打开心底的大门，让回忆在脑海里播放。

想起外公，想起少爷，想起一些曾有的想法。

曾经，我说不要对别人太好，投入太多的感情。一旦彼此的缘分结束时，我就不会伤得那么重。好自私吧？

后来，无法强迫自己残忍。我的好心有一些些的泛滥，就算是陌生人也想要关心一番。有时候，还真的搞不清楚是在害自己还是在积德。

曾经，我会狠心地忽略别人对我好，只因我不懂怎么报答，更不想和别人的关系限于礼尚往来，总觉得那关系不自然。

后来，无法强迫自己狠心。与其拒绝，倒不如接收。别人对自己好，并非理所当然，因此该珍惜。想想，别人对你好，你对别人好，这算是一种互动，包括在关系里。

只想说，对身边的人好，珍惜他们的好。不要等到失去时，才感受遗憾后悔。就算失去的滋味很难受，最起码那回忆是甜的。

生命比玻璃更脆弱，愿接下来的七天，我们都好好的。

中学的日子是快乐的

星期二的夜里

因林俊杰的声音而温暖

某下午，重新翻阅中学时期的周记和日记。

喜欢那时的字迹，虽然体积常被老师们投诉，但小巧得很可爱。

想起了一些当时的回忆。在中华的日子是快乐的，尽职的老师、可爱的同学、喜欢的岗位等。

那时候，就算忙东忙西，甚至被气得胃痛，我还是热爱我的岗位。

期间，还得听别人说我们这群穿蓝衣的是学校的狗，那别人还是特地在背后这么说，当下只觉得可笑。

要是你没犯校规，我不会拦着你；要是你没装傻听不见，我不会跟着你；要是你肯合作些，你就不会被那么多人看着。这都是你自找的，我只是在执行我的任务。

突击检查是我的最爱。退休前的那一次，我仍记得。老师在前面，学生则靠着枕头敷面膜。我怎么不知道校园里可以这么享受？

有人说我变态，因为越多人犯规越好。呵呵。我只是要犯规的学生知道，你们的举动是不被允许。

中华的校规并不严厉，为什么硬要犯校规？当学生，连准时上学及守规矩都办不好。日后进入社会，又要怎么当个有规律的人？学校不是要限制你的自由，而是培养我们自律。

曾有人让我放弃我的岗位，但他永远不知道从这岗位所得到的满足感。多累多气，避免不了。觉得那是份使命，为学校尽一分力。或许我忘了他算是学校里的问题学生之一，又怎么会明白呢。


说真的，我好想念我的岗位。

致古灵精怪的许同鞋

这夜里因许同鞋而感动

一瞬间, 眼泪在眼眶打转

破例一次，用华语写文章。

话说，小学的某个早上，和同学在校园散步。某老师看见我们，便吩咐我们替她那东西。结果被某同学说成讨好老师，不喜欢举动被误解。

我仍记得中一的某时刻。我算是坏学生一名，只因我总和一班坏学生混。老实说，所谓的坏学生一点都不坏。比起那些别有心计的好学生，他们真诚多了。 当小考获得满分，从某些人的眼里，我知道你们在想什么。

但我不屑给予解释或特意做出举动，坚信时间会替我说明一切。因此，我不喜欢和老师有太多的交际，做好学生的本分就好。

会和一些老师熟落乃预料之外。被记得、被赞许更是预料之外的之外。例如，许同鞋在部落格里提及我。这是一份肯定，比起我的成绩，更有意义。感谢您让我感觉头上有光环，微微地在发亮。

回敬许同鞋。她古灵精怪，看起来很好欺负，其实很有个性。很喜欢看她的字迹，犹如漂浮在半空中，让我感慨字可以这么写。赞！但让我印象深刻莫过于她在班上分享翘课之道。许同鞋，诚实是美德，恕我破坏您的形象。但您该庆幸，我没学习怎么翘课。

也许我也想当老师。总觉得新时代的学生，该用些时代的方式去教导。许同鞋，一副世无争，让她当凶巴巴的纪律老师。这是另类的谋杀方式吧？与其照着别人的方式，倒不如做自己。死板板地跟着规则走，多乏味！来点改革，当个另类的纪律老师。就像仁慈的父母也能成就一位优秀的孩子。

其实，让我感到意外的是我的鼓励竟有效。许同鞋，有时候回归聆听自己的内心。我行我素、任意妄为又怎样，把事情办妥就好啦。您的数学很了得，应创造属于自己的方程式去解答问题。也许，我还未接触这社会有多复杂，但为何不抱着简单化的观念？太复杂并不适合您。

记得观看饼干老师星星糖！但请撇除那师生恋。

Random

After 11 hours, I need register for next semester timetable. I really hate UTAR. What for to have flexible timetable but we're actually follow the lecturer free time. I don't know how to pick my timetable. Hope I won't make the wrong decision. Glad that dear is there for me for discussion. But I need to meet my academic adviser right after new semester starts for further discussion. Before that, hope tomorrow can register my timetable without any problem. I don't want to waste my time just to sit in front the computer and cursing UTAR server. 

Now, I supposed to sleep as dear asked so. According to him, after vomit I'm weak. Wondering is it?! Who know. I think he should know I haven't sleep as I still on FB. I don't want to appear offline as it is cheating. Just on and do my things. I hope dear won't get very angry. I don't know how to face the angry him. Nearly lost you as I said something wrong again. But it's true. I really afraid to loss the one I care again. But you don't know that. Hope what you said is true never ever. 

Finally I watched Harry Potter 7 in Genting. I went to Genting last Monday with family. Reached there around 2 something in the afternoon. Met my cousin brother who works there. He kept on teasing me till I have nothing to voice out. But I'm happy that we talk to each other. I used to remember we're close to each other when we're small. I don't hope we keep silent again. We like don't know each other when we met at school compound during secondary school. 

Oops! Dear is asking me to sleep now. Got to offline now. But I'm not going to sleep but study without computer on. TATA!

Way to Cinema

I missed Eat, Pray, Love. 

I haven't watch Harry Potter. 

I didn't go in cinema for around one month plus.

I want a movie ticket to enter cinema.

When only I can watch movie?

Nobody goes with me, nobody asks me for a movie.

Even the cinema is just front of me, I don't have the excuse to go nearer.

How sad?!

Next Monday!

I wish I hope I can watch movie!

Please!!!

I want jelly

Halo! May I know who are you please? I found that someone responded for previous my post. Thanks for clicked cool and interesting. I tot nobody will visit my blog and go through my post. 

Even though 3rd semester hasn't end, feel like I'm having holiday. Everyday like doing nothing. Online till sleepy. These few days, kept on read novel online. Thank god I found some free novel to read. If not, I can only read the story till half way. Tomorrow will go home. Better to waste time at home rather than stay here. I don't want face some people especially house owner. Always talk a lots and "mata duitan"! I hate here because of you too.

Feel like used by someone. But I'm not the one who "kena" a lots. Pity my friend. Dare to say other but you don't realize that you act like that too. Sometimes, no matter how, you still have to open your mouth and ask for permission. Don't take things for granted. Those things are not yours. In the term of law, you're stealing. Even someone never study law also know bout it as it's general knowledge. Can I interpret you worse than someone who never study? Besides, you're not princess. If you're, please ask your prince to serve you but not the others. You don't have the right to ask other to serve you. Like a guy's girlfriend, look like polite but fierce and annoying. 

Whatever, all these already closed file! Suddenly wanna eat jelly. KFC one. Red in color and sour in taste. Yummy. Dear doesn't allow me to eat those things which are fried as I will get sick. After examination, then only I'm allowed to eat. I didn't drink much water recently. If still go for fast food, sure get sick and this isn't good for me to sit for examination which is on next next week. Thanks for reminding me. I always think of something then just do it without consideration.

Oops, got to go now. Tata~

Recently

Salut to November and December! Salut means hi or bye bye. One word with two meanings. 24 days to go before Christmas. I hope I can get a present! A candy also accept as last year, I get two candies and I kept until now. Another important event is HOLIDAY! Till now, there is no plan to go anywhere. I don't want my holiday to be wasted with nothing. Malacca? Penang? Singapore? I want holiday trip!

After Monday class, have soya bean as my lunch. Many UTAR and KTAR students will buy it as the stall just outside the campus. The owner earned a lots one day as too many people buy food and drink form him. Miss the time I had in Kampar. Night market is on Wednesday. My fixed menu will be soya bean. Sometimes, I just went there for it. This holiday, I shall go for it since I'm free. 

For a long time, I didn't touch food as below.

• Sushi
• Tomyam Fried Mihun
• Yogurt Drink
• Lemon Yoyo Ice

Later go to Jusco to buy some stuffs. Plan to cook something as my roommate isn't feeling well and always diet. If my academic adviser doesn't reply my mail, then I shall go and enjoy my meal right after this.

Next week, I'm going to Genting Highland. I think I need to inform someone who works there to prepare his money. You know you know. That someone promised to treat me anything. What anything means is including abalone. You all should know which restaurant I'm referring to. The best part will be I bring along 2 persons. I can imagine his emotion now. Damn funny. But the important mission to accomplish is to watch HP7 part 1. Must force David to go with me. Maybe midnight show then mummy won't be alone as daddy should be free that time. Oops, sorry to Phylliz as she can't go with us. Don't be sad, I will get something nice for you. 

 

Yesterday and today, I need to help my roommate to finish her assignments. What to do. She is too busy and not feeling well. If I just sit aside and on FB, then I'm too cruel. Besides, it just a simple task. Take it as extra exercise to know more things. Already 2 weeks didn't go KTAR for ME class. Since nobody will know who I am, just go in and sit down with my roommate and her friends. Further more, I plan to study ME next year. So, I'm having pre education. Perhaps, I should say I have too many times till don't know what to do.

Sometimes, I really don't know how someone can be talkative like that. Already two days, I have to listened to you. I prefer to waste my time for nothing rather than listen to your unlimited stories. How hard were your life, I have no interest with it. How you went through your hard life, I have no interest with it. All your family histories and stories, please don't tell me. Some more, I think you think too much that people spoiled your things. Maybe people did but it's not my business. Anyway, thanks for reducing RM10 for my rental. Can save RM90 compared to beginning of this year. 

This Friday, daddy is coming to send me home. Hehe. I don't have to take bus or what. Home sweet home.

Leave me alone

Too tired till I can't hold my tears. Suddenly feel the gravitational force too strong to against. How long I didn't cry? Around one month I think.




Why can't you tell me something nice? I don't have energy to analysis your joke. Since you said I need you to make myself sad and angry. Then, I should stay away from you. I don't care how close you're with me, if you hurt me a bit, you'll be chased out of my world. I'm sick to be hurt and recover. Repeat the same process for so many years! Stop this cycle! 




I need a good rest. Leave me alone. I don't want to be a nice person anymore. Those are not my problem. I do no need to solve it for others. Wanted to be a bad person! Hurt others without a single feeling of guiltiness. 

Normal Life

Those 2000++ days actually are nothing if compared to other people. Suddenly feel like I didn't went through those days. Or I should say that I have let go what happened in the past. No matter a good you are but now you're no longer are. Accept this fact and stop treating you as the you of last time. I don't want to waste my kindness anymore. Please don't use me for any aspect.

Last Thursday was my dear's birthday! I called him many times yet he didn't answer any of my calls. Due to this, 'angry' with him. But after saw his latest album, I kept on smile. Even my friend complaint that I smile for non-stop. Those pictures are nice especially he without his cap. As a birthday present for him from UTAR, he was barred from the final examination. This naughty guy always skipped class. But it's not the time to blame him. Then, he asked me to go through his appeal letter. Even though others can do for him but still felt joyful. You're playful but you're the one who always there for me. Actually you can be serious too, just that the mask you always show to the public is playing around but make happiness to the others. 


I brought a Japanese cushion in Daiso. Blue in color and square in shape. Like the color and there are sakura on it. Coz the floor is cold and I sit on it sometimes, so treat it as a resistant to coldness. If I have my own house in future, I will decorate my house in Japanese style. Simple and nice. I like the plates and cups sold in Daiso. Cute! yet, RM5 each. Not worthy. 

 


Next week will be my last week for semester 3 of year 1 degree student. What I learn? Knew more about my country. If my final examination date unchanged, then I will have plenty of time to study. Need to memorize a lots of facts and theories. Then, looking forward for my holiday. Yippie! The most joyful moment for being a student. ^^


What I need is just a normal life. Don't try to mess up with me. I really lazy to adjust my life again and again. Sometimes feel like life is fulled with conflict. You can't judge something based on single view. After you have gather all the views, you will find that you're the one who wrong. Whatever it is. Just leave me alone and I just want to live peacefully.   



This morning saw a video clip bout Charice, a Philippine female singer. I think you guys have heard bout her song, Pyramid. 

Finally I know why

If both of us can lost contact that easily, few years back we already did so. 

These few days, I chat with your ex girlfriend. I get to know something unexpected. Never think that you will say something like that. At least, I know that those feeling are real. Now I know that why I still care for you. Not because of love but I already used to have you in my life. 

I know the you few years back and I'm care for the one who I know few years back. But now you already changed. I shouldn't blame you for did something wrongly. I should advise you like last time even though you won't listen to me. Besides that, I shouldn't listen to the others to ignore you. I had promised to help you if I have the ability. 

Finally, I remember about it. However, my kindness has been abused by you. Therefore, even though I won't ignore you like before this, yet, I will limit my kindness. You should feel glad as there is someone there for you after so many years.

 

Random

Congratulations to Dato Lee, Mr Koo and Tan BH even though they won silver medals for badminton event. Dato Lee improved compared to Doha 2006. He won bronze medal for Men Single. Keep it on and hope you can still take part in next Asian Game. Mr Koo and Tan BH, actually I predicted that you both will play for 3 sets and most probably will lose the game. But I knew that you both are stressed and already tried your best. So win the following game and defeat the others! 




I'm a good Perakian. Included Sultan Azlan Shah in my presentation slides. Proud to have a wise Sultan. Before becoming Sultan, Sultan Azlan Shah is a judge and the youngest ever Lord President of the Federal Court of Malaysia. Federal Court, the highest judicial authority and final appeal court in Malaysia. Through the assignment of Sociology, I get to know more about Malaysia. However, my work was rejected. 




Last Saturday, went to MP, Ipoh for birthday celebration. Ate a lots like sushi, seaweed, seafood and etc. I'm like sitting there and wait for the food. Even the birthday girl, Phylliz, has to serve me. But I'm busy too as I needed to take photo for them. Can't enjoy my food peacefully. This week, I will go home again for daddy's birthday. Plan to bake cake for him. Did I mention this before? I think yes. This Friday try to get daddy a little gift. 




Went to Guardian and look for some nice and cheap stuff. Bought Loreal Water-Pumping mask for RM21 plus. RM8 cheaper compared to normal price. Trying it now as my skin injured due to excess dead skin removing. One week apply Nano White whitening mask and the other week apply Loreal Water-pumping mask. I think my skin condition can improve a bit as I'm too lazy to take care of it. Plan to buy Hada Labo or Neutrogena as my next skin care product. 




It's time to have supper. Ya, supper. I had my dinner around 4pm. Love the bread which spread with kaya. Yummy~ 


TATA.

Support Mr Koo

Ish!!! After I submitted my assignment, you told that it's on the final draft stage?! But as long as I finished my assignment and ended up slept at 5 something early in the morning. Damn tired. But I watched Mr Koo and Mr Tan versus Indonesian team. Nice game from them. Happy to see them win the game.

Congratulations to our badminton players who won yesterday match in Asian Game. Nice game for Mr Koo and Mr Tan. Tonight, I supposed to watch their match. But I need to go Ipoh for steamboat. Birthday celebration for daddy and Phylliz. Anyway, my support will always be there for them. All the best!!! Same go to Dato Lee who needs two more steps to final. Malaysia Boleh!!!

I updated my FB status that "Support our badminton players, Dato Lee, Triple K and Tan BH!!! Triple K, you're the best!!!". My friend replied comment and asked am I support those who are having badminton match in Sungkai. Sweat~ As a Malaysian, you don't even know who are our top sport players. How embarrassing?! Those oversea football players, you can remember their name well. Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong, one of the top men double badminton players. Feel like look down at you. Sorry to say so as I like them a lots.

Awake For Assignment

Congratulations to Triple K and Tan BH. Two more steps to go. Support you both!!! If I'm not mistaken, final will on Saturday midnight. Most probably I can watch it. How good if I can watch the moment like 4 years again. Dato Lee, prove that you're No. 1 badminton player and beat Boonsak. Don't let the history on 13rd Nov happen again! All the best to three of you. Our last hope for badminton event.

Late in the night now, yet, I still awake. Why? Assignment incomplete. Left conclusion part but I don't have the mood to finish it. Sleepy when I have to read many words to get some important points. Since I have only one class in the morning, just stay awake and be panda. Take my nap when I'm on my way back to Perak. Hope I won't meet any kid on the bus. Home sweet home. I'm coming back. Gonna have a date with mummy and David at Salim for yam cha session.

Dear's birthday is coming soon. Yet, I haven't buy birthday present for him. Don't know what to pick. Some more, Phylliz and daddy's birthday are also coming soon. Phylliz wants a dress but I can't find a nice one. Perhaps a belated birthday present as I don't have much time. Gonna bake cake for daddy. Since you dislike those cream, try home made cake that bake by your wife and daughter. Further more, Nicholas's birthday fall on this month too. Right after daddy's birthday. Wow. Then, November is going to end. My holiday will get closer and closer. My passport! I need to reactivate it!

 

Listening to a lovely song repeatedly while I'm wasting my time by doing nothing. Enjoy this silent moment without thinking anything. It's good to let your mind blank and avoid your brain cells to die faster. Miss my bed which in hometown~ Such a long time I didn't sleep on it till late in the morning. There are something I must do during this weekend which are M and C. I can't stand it anymore. Feel like watch Initial D for the 12++ times as I think of its background music.


Better to finish my assignment before 5am. Headache is visiting me now. Beisdes, someone made appointment with me to meet at dream. However, I don't know how you look like, then who am I going to meet? Perhaps, I should bring along my mobile phone and text that someone to ask where are you now. =P

 

颜雅

JOey10'

Random

1st of all, Congratulations to those won won medals for Malaysia in Asian Game 2010. 6 more gold medals to go to achieve the target of 9 gold medals! Hope Triple K and Tan BH can contribute one of the gold medals like 4 years ago. Malaysia Boleh! 

Today slept a lots since I didn't slept well on Sunday and Monday. In addition, I read a book which related to a ISA detainee caused me felt more sleepy. Yet, my busy moment just started as I need to pass up assignment on coming Friday. I need to modify the content in order to scold more marks. Even though I just need a pass for this subject but I treat it as a chance for me to know more about my country. Last time, I studied "Sejarah" because of the teacher. Now, I learn it for my own to know my country better. By the way, I need to study for a test which is on coming Monday and search info for Sociology assignment. Time is getting lesser as next week will be week 6. Within 4 weeks, I will have my semester break. Time is passing fast~

Sorry to someone that I didn't listen to you. I have decided not to repeat my mistake for the N times. No more contact between I and you. If I can, I wish to move away. I knew where is your working place and I will avoid from there. Isn't that I want to avoid you but avoid from her. I hope that I won't meet 2 of you whenever I go to Time Square. Your ex girlfriend added me as a friend in Facebook and I accepted instead of your friend request. I treat her as my friend and I hope she can go well with  her current life. You really a Devil! Hope current one won't be another victim. God bless you. *I have rejected your friend request for third time and blocked you for the N time.

Saw this quote in Facebook. "Missing you isn't the hard part. Knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart." Like it~ Even though it's hurt, yet I love the way it's hurt. 

 

WARNING!!!

Miss Foo, told you not to talk to stranger. Why you don't listen to me?

Every time people asked something, you will answer people. Can't you act don't know? 

Ish~ Horrible experience. 

He waited outside the shop I went in. Ran away when he went to another side. Then met him again when I sat on the chair for a rest. I should mentioned that he came and talked to me. Or else, I wouldn't notice him was standing beside me.

Who care when you want to watch movie?! Ignored your following question and listened to my Ipod Nano! 

Please treat me as transparent!!! Please don't ask me about direction anymore!!!


I told dear to scold me. Who know he told that can talk to stranger but don't get cheated. I didn't just be followed.








P\S: Today provide fake info to a survey. Sorry bout that~ I'm really afraid of stranger people come near me. =P

Random

Yesterday morning 

sat for MUET@Malaysian University English Test. 

Glad that the listening part wasn't that hard. 

But have to make the answer short. 

Writing paper was the part that nobody expected. 

Guess what?!

"Arranged marriage"  

I found that I can accept arranged marriage 

if that person as good as my brother-in-law 

who loves my cousin sister very much.

However, I can't accept his appearance.

You know~ You know~ =P

Finally I bought a new pair of shoes. 

I think every pair of shoes that I bought, there will be a ribbon. 

I prefer this kind of design. A bit girlish~ 

Tot of buying Vincci brand. 

Yet, I afraid the shoes can't last long as the string is too tiny. 

If suddenly break off, I think I will kill myself for being so embarrassing. 

Some more I want my fair foot back! 

Must apply Vaseline everyday to ensure my skin is moisturized and smooth. 

Tomorrow I will say goodbye to the shoes bought in Time Square. 

Low quality stuff. Just last for 3 months plus. 

Further more, I won't forget the 1st time I walked till bleeding.

Vacation!

I need to go for a vacation end of this year.

Cousin Yip, I'm coming!

Must "kacau" someone dating with his girlfriend.

Miss the time I went to library and read books till late of the night.

I want waffle with honey as breakfast.

Go jogging and have fresh air at Botanic Garden.

This time I must take picture which more than 5 years ago.

However, I have to renew my passport 1st.

Hope this plan will on!

Some random pictures that I took.

Just like Nicholas

who always post something around him on Facebook 

and share with his fans.

I think I need my own camera instead of borrow camera from daddy.

This is how my table will be when I'm going to sit for exam or test. 

Milo as my mild "coffee" while water bottle for decoration. 

I will only drink water when my Milo is finish. 

Dictionary and Apple Tree for double checking if I'm not satisfy with the explanation. 

Stationay and notes are a must. Or else what I'm study? 

The 1st cake for my friend as a birthday cake. 

Homemade marble cake. 

Put a lots of coco powder. 

Like it very much. Full of coco~

I have changed

Recently, I kept on thinking. Wonder what happened to me?! I think some of you found that I have changed. Perhaps, I should mention a lots. It's too obvious till I'm not used to it.

If compared to last time, I'll say something even though it's a lie. Now, not even a word I would like to say. My latest style, just let it be, who care. Yesterday, I let YatLong to answer a call for me. Then I received a sms from the caller. Felt like released a load from my shoulders. Glad that the caller won't call me anymore. If can, don't friend with me anymore. As you're one of the unwelcome person in my list. Sorry to say that but I really don't want to be that close to you. Go and look for your other friends and leave me alone. I prefer to be alone rather than chat with you.  

These few days didn't sleep well even though I have lots of free time. In addition, next week onward I will be more free as my lecturer canceled Thursday lecture class. How good if I don't have tutorial class on Friday morning. Then I can go home on Thursday noon. Hate my current timetable that cause my time to hang half way. However, 3 more weeks this semester will be end. Looking forward for holiday! As I said before, holiday is the motivation for me to study. December is coming soon and that's mean the day is coming soon too. I like Christmas and may it don't be late. Like the Christmas song which sing by the Chipmunks. Cute~

 

Late in the night now. I'm alone at home, I think as nobody pass by my room. Most of my housemates went out for fun. It's Friday night! Yet, I can't go home as usual! Feel sleepy and tired yet I can't sleep. I'm going to sit for MUET test after few hours. 23 MCQ, essay writing and listening practice to be done.  By the way, I need something to warm my stomach as it isn't feeling well. Hope my dear is okay as he is sick. Yet, he is overactive in Facebook, I think he is okay now.

Listen to "Love the way you lie" by Eminem featuring Rihanna now. Love Rihanna part. Yet, I dislike any way of lie. Lie to the end and don't let me to know. Or else I will let you feel guilty for doing so just like the lyrics.

 

"Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie"

P/S: HP7 Part1 on 19th November 2010. 6 days more.

Under construction

My life is under construction. The life that I have before this isn't the one I dream off. I don't want to play around anymore. Wasting my time and it's annoying. Besides, I'm eliminating some people who are unwelcome and unwanted. You're still my friend but I won't treat you as like time.

Before this, I will reject people treat me nicely as I don't know how to response. But now, I will treat those treat me nice before this nicer. I always ignore those who care for me. Feel sorry for that. From now on, I won't and will try my best to show that I also care for you all. A good example like my dear. Plan to buy birthday present for him. He told me to buy RM500 and above. Naughty dear! =P

I'm cooking red bean again. My friend told that she wants to on diet due to prom night. Then nobody will accompany me for dinner. Therefore I decided to cook something which is low calories. Besides, red bean is good for ladies. I think it's because of I cook it 2 weeks ago and my period didn't torture me like last time. Kindly remind to those good boyfriend, you should know how to cook it and when to cook it.

Recently, I fall in love with housework. Perhaps I should say that I like to make something messy after I clean it. Therefore, I keep on cleaning and mess up. Enjoy it. However, I lazy to do when I'm at home. Mummy complaint to Phylliz that I'm a miss and no need to do anything. Sorry, but I feel comfortable when my room is messy. Like what daddy say it's like a kennel.

Enjoy my current life. Hope my new life is better and better. Sms+ing with dear. Discussing how to skip a lame class while having my lunch, yogurt drink. ^^


Time to do my assignment after I announced my new planning. Before that, I think I left one more important point. I'm belonging to nobody. Wanna control what I do?! Please make sure that you're in my list of family member. Or else, get off please. Suddenly tot of those time that someone said something bout my clothing. Even it's a bit transparent, even you like me, yet, you don't have the right to control my way.  

Ended Officially

Finally we met each other. Saw me carried things but didn't help me to carry. You're not a gentleman. What I guessed yesterday was wrong. You're still in a relationship with her and she knew that we will meet. I wonder how can you let your girlfriend knew bout it. You should care for her feeling. After so many years, you're still the same. Just care for your own feeling. 

Once again, someone asked me a stupid question. "Do you miss me?" Sorry to say that NO. You did appeared in my mind as I compared you with other guy. So it doesn't consider as miss. Right? I should tell you that I'm no longer the one you knew few years back. You will never know how much I have changed within this period. I'm no longer afraid of you and I know all your act. Mr, upgrade your skill please. Don't treat me as a little girl. 

You apologized to me and told that you're wrong. Sorry that your apologize is rejected and unacceptable. I don't even care what you have did but I care for her feeling. I don't want her to be hurt. Glad that you found that you're wrong. Finally my hope has becomes true. Let my hope to be continue that you will remember what you said to me and don't make the same mistake again. 

Before you leave, you told me to go for yam cha and you will bring her along. Thank you for your invitation however I won't go. I don't want to meet her. Feel sorry to her. Girl, I hope that you won't be the 3rd victim and be the last person of his girlfriend list. May you both be together happily. I hope what I told him were good for you. He should think of what you did for him but not treat it as nothing. You're too brave for your love. Yet, I'm a Capricorn girl and my love tend to be rational. 

Finally I have settled it and ended officially. Like what I say before this, those two thousands plus days already passed. Even though we're still friend but I won't care for you as much as last time. My life have to go on and it will be better without you. You can still ask for my help and use me to pass time. I will agree or not, it'll be different story. 


From now on, I want to get rid all those unwelcome people out of my life. Don't come and disturb my life anymore. I'm the one who control the rules of the game. You're now disqualified to continue the game. Bye Bye~ Lastly, hope your life won't become shorter due to smoking. I don't want to curse you like last time. Drink more and die faster. But what to do. Now, I should say that drink more smoke more ended up die faster and faster. Sorry to say so, that's my style.


Did I tell that I hate people who smokes? Just like last Saturday, I hate my hair and my clothes got those smell. Hate it to the max! Caused me to take bath again. Ish~ If you want to smoke, go other place. I don't want to die faster even I didn't smoke. It's suffer for me to hold my breath when people around me is smoking. Selfish people! To those who smoke with an excuse of stress, many people are facing stress too, why don't they smoke? Wonder why you all wasted your money and harm your healthy just to reduce stress. Better give me those money. =P

Annoying People

I'm regret for what I did last Sunday. Won't let it happen again. What I did these two days, you should notice it as it's too obvious. I lie that I slept from 2pm to 9pm. That's impossible for me. The most I can only take my nap for 5 hours as I can't sleep much. However, last time I have built up an impression to you all that I like to sleep. By doing this, I can avoid and reject some people. Glad that it's works. 


"Did you like me before this?" "Why don't you ask me whether I like you or not" I wonder what you want to ask me some stupid question. You already have a girlfriend. If I answer yes, you will break up with your girlfriend, is it? Sorry that my answer let you down. NO! I didn't even like you for one second. Just that I play around before this and you misunderstood it. What happened last time should let it pass and I already forget it. I can treat you as friend like last time but please don't asking me and telling me bout some stupid things. Frankly, I don't even remember what happened if you didn't mentioned it. 


Stop calling me and ask me out! I don't want to listen to your stories. I'm not the one who you know last time. Anything tell your girlfriend or others but not me. Perhaps, I shouldn't avoid you from now on. I will reply your message just be polite. If not, I don't even want to reply a single word. I don't care you're kidding or what, you're not important at all in my life. I hate your joke. Even I didn't go out with my friend, I prefer to be alone rather than go out with you.


Today another fellow sent me message. Whenever you need my help and feel bored then only I will appear in your mind. Fine~ Since I have no class, you use me then I use you back. Win win situation. If I'm not mistaken, you broke up with your girlfriend again. Damn it! I tot this time will last long. Just three months. Tomorrow I will know the answer to justify my guess correct or not. Let's enjoy the game that I purposely set for you. I already take precaution to avoid you. Just wait for it. I'm no longer the one you know few years back. I won't let you use me anymore.    


I want my peaceful life. Those annoying people, please stay away from me! Be loyal to your girlfriend. I don't want to be scolded by anyone girlfriend as third person again and again. I did nothing whereas your boyfriend the one who look for me. Don't think that your boyfriend are charming. Sorry, he isn't to me. I don't mind you order him to avoid me as I feel great for it. While those are still single, please tacker other girls. I can guarantee that I'm not a good choice for you. Don't make yourself suffer and cause problem to me. I'm lazy to create excuse to say NO. Stupid Cupid, don't play play with my relationship. Point your arrow to the others who need love. 


For your information, I'm not available!

Raison's Birthday

Happy Birthday to RAISON!!!

Date: 6th November 2010 - 7th November 2010

Venue:YatLong's house

Time: 9pm - 1am

Spot my T-shirt? Biix said it's like a keyboard. =.=

Biix

Fish

Birthday cake from RT PASTRY HOUSE for the birthday boy, RAISON. 

Spot the common thing amongst our photo?! 

Except the cake. 

...

.....

.......

Look at the window. 

Due the flashlight, seem like snow according to Biix. ^^

 

Our gang, the 91's.

*Ignore the one with strange pose as he is 90's. 

Middle row: JOey@me, Apple, Biix, Raison, Fish, YatLong. 

Front row: Kelven. 

Last row, Kent, WengTuck, KeiKei and YeeHoe.

The 90's guy is Moku, KeiKei's boyfriend. 

I forgive that you want to be in the same picture with KeiKei.

=P

I and the Birthday Boy@Raison. 

We are classmates during primary school. 

Sorry that I forget whether you're my classmate or not during kindergarden. 

His mum is my primary school teacher.

Birthday Boy, 

hope you enjoy the surprise party from all of us.

Sorry the cake I baked for you isn't that nice.

Take good care ya~

New cloth New ringtune

This afternoon went for lunch with AM gang@YeeMun, Beh and SimYee. Long long time didn't had lunch together since last semester. Before lunch, went to Alpha Angle with YeeMun. Many shops are closed due to upgrading. Supposed to buy a basic tee at Padini. After consideration, better ask mummy to buy for me. XD Grabbed a cloth at F.O.S for RM10. Gonna wear it for my coming holiday. Sea, beach and holiday! Tot of buy cloth for ZhiXin as men department has many nice outfit. But no time to do so. Sorry, perhaps next time.   

From time to time, I changed my ring tune. This time I don't know what song is that. Just simply use it as my message alert. The moment it rang, I like looking at my friend's hand phone and wait for her to check her phone. Next time you guys call me, please give me sometime to think that it's my phone ringing. I need time to adapt some strange ring tune from my phone. XD  

My phone credit gone because of Singapore phone number! After 50 sms, RM10 say bye bye to me. But I'm not that stupid. Just one tenth of it. Still feel pain as RM1 can send 100 sms to my Friend and Family list. I'm stingy with my money. Since you got Malaysia phone number, why still want me sms your Singapore phone number? You tot I don't know there is a package for sms which is free to send sms to other country phone number after few message or few cents. Wonder why you will think of me after one year. I tot we lost contact. We used to be good friend few years back. 

Yesterday plan to have steamboat. Feel like don't want to go. I shouldn't sms to my friends. What is going now is totally different from what I plan. Supposed to have pure 91' friends gathering. Now like "rojak", 90' and 92' also will come for it. I just want a simple gathering. Sorry if I really ffk. Instead of showing my sour face, better absent. If I do so, I will "kena" as I'm the one who suggest it. Ish~ Must think of a good excuse to skip this event. Those who read this and will go for it, please keep quiet and act don't know.

Tomorrow afternoon will be going home. Finally. Home sweet home. I need a good rest as not feeling well. I want honey water. Sweet~ By the way, BIBI is going to Johor this Friday. As a result, I have to be "jaga" for grandpa's house. It's okay, cook spaghetti for myself and all alone at home. 

P/S: NO article will be updated these few days as JOey Foo is on leave for Deepavali. 1 Malaysia, right? I celebrate all festivals as there will be holiday~ ^^

《假动作》by 房祖名

挥挥手

只是假动作掩饰我
深爱过的线索不该武力剥夺
该你的幸福结果
就算冷漠是假动作没有错
我背负心碎

藏躲独自人海漂泊
为的只是要你能忘了我

 请你忘了我

Random

Finally Nicky's latest album is released. Just like the name, so long, 好玖@好久. Love his voice. Sometimes I'm unhappy, when I listen to his song, I will become more and more upset. His song can really affect my mood. Recommend to you 最后的那一天, 不爱了, 夏天 and making love out of nothing at all. Take note of the lyrics. I like to read the lyric of a song. You might get some inspiration or get some message from other. It's nice to tell someone through a song. 

 

Plan to have steamboat this Friday night. 4 people are confirmed to attend now. Long time didn't have a small party with my friends. Last time used to have BBQ and steamboat. Guess what?! We like suddenly suggest to have BBQ or steamboat then the next night we will have it. Usually I'm the one who in charge with it. There was once, we ate vegetables late in the night. Perhaps, I should say that force to eat. After sometime, I'm not dare to eat "kangkung". 

Someone asked to postpone it to Saturday night. But then someone needs to send me home. As a result, two people quarreled. Sorry for that. However, you both should stop quarrel on small matter. I hate quarrel! I think I better to have it on Friday night. I just want to gather with my friends but not create a chance for you to dating. Sorry, just pure friendship is allow amongst us. Wonder why must bring along boyfriend? Those people who crap how how how, don't ever believe them. After they're in love, different story will come out. Glad that I didn't. XD 

Shouldn't ate Malay food. It's spicy and cause my stomach not feeling well. But what to do? Accompany friend to have dinner. I wish I can skip my meal. Perhaps next year as I'll be alone in my room again. Even though I'm alone, yet, I prefer to have more private corner. Three people are too pack and I hate to listen people quarrel. Not to say what. I'm the one who sleep on the bed but they both sleep on floor. It's not that good.  

Lastly, click and listen to the MV below. Feel so sweet after listen to it. Hope you all have a sweet dream. Good night~ TATA...

P/S: Harry Potter last episode part 1 is going to release on 19th November. Hope to watch it.

1st Choice Nicholas

Happy or not, you're there for me. 
My prince, Nicholas Teo. 
Supporting your latest drama, Four Gift@女王不下班. ^^

Salut, November!

Salut, November! One more month to go, 2010 is going to say goodbye~ Forget that my Chinese birthday fall on this month or last month. But I don't celebrate it. Haha~ December is coming soon. HoHoHo~ I like Christmas! Will there be any Christmas present for me? Looking forward for coming Friday and weekend as I'll have gathering with my friends. Long time no see and spend time together. Wish to chat with Biix like last time. Hope we can go for a simple trip. Since we all went to KL for study, we didn't go out for fun. Just yam cha session. Too short.

Today just 3 hours lecture class instead of 5 hours. As lecturer canceled the class to let us study for Thursday test. 9am class but 1st hour was for test. Started at 9.15am and ended at 10.15am. Then take a break until 10.40am. After that, had lecture class and dismissed around 11.25am. Went home and slept. Headache as just slept for 1 hour plus. Yesterday should take my nappie after continuously watched 3 movies at night.

 

Need more rest. Still feel sleepy after 3 hours nappie as my message alert kept on ranging. Next time I should on silent mode and put away from my bed. Good night~ TATA.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

This morning received sms from my dear. Thanks for your surprise. It just a normal message but happy for it as I'm appeared in your mind. Even though you're not always there for me yet I'm proud to say I got you.

JOey: What I studied didn't come out for the test.

Dear: Greats. do by common sense

JOey: If my common sense good enough, what for I studied it?

Before the test started, I sms dear as above. Then told dear that I mentioned bout dear in latest article. Dear said "u noe wat i will rply u..?" "study for fun~xD " As usual my dear always gave me some abnormal response. =.=||| 

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Happy Halloween

Happy Halloween! Treat or Trick? I think this will be the hottest quote for today. Kindly remind that remember to wish Witch JOey. Or else you will get spell from me. Spell that you're happy. XD When I was small, I used to watch Sabrina the teenage witch. It's cool to use magic and fly with a broom. 

Saturday night is my movie night. Yesterday watched 3 movies till 1.30am. Just follow law@我在政府部门的日子, Love in Disguise@恋爱通告 and After Shock@唐山大地震. As usual, movie that directed by Jack Neo, funny but with some important messages. He is brave to comment his own country like that. If someone dare to do so in Malaysia, I think before the film can be watch in theater, he or she already get ISA and jailed for 2 years. I don't know Singapore law so better don't comment anything. After Jay Chou, another talented singer became director. Enjoy your film and like the song 你不知道的事. Supposed I should feel upset for the story of After Shock, yet, I felt nothing. Not to say I have no feeling, just that I'm focusing on thinking something. What is the impact caused by a natural disaster and how to face a new life after it happened. 

Glad that Malaysia is free from it but it fulled with tragedy and accident. Terrible. Just like these few weeks, how many accidents related to bus. If natural disaster, you can't runaway. But those accidents are caused by human being. How can a bus driver without license can drive for so many years? When only Malaysia will take more and more action to prevent all these horrible tragedy happen? Recently too many natural disasters and tragedies happened. This world isn't safe to live. Even mummy kept on telling me to be careful and take care all the time. I also hope that I'm alright all the time as I don't want those who care for me to be worry. Yet, if it's faith to happen, how am I going to escape? Keep on thinking of this. How good if I'm really a witch.

It's time to study Malaysia history after one year plus. This week I'm going to sit two tests. Study study study by burning midnight oil. JOey, gambateh ya! ^^