Leave me alone

Too tired till I can't hold my tears. Suddenly feel the gravitational force too strong to against. How long I didn't cry? Around one month I think.




Why can't you tell me something nice? I don't have energy to analysis your joke. Since you said I need you to make myself sad and angry. Then, I should stay away from you. I don't care how close you're with me, if you hurt me a bit, you'll be chased out of my world. I'm sick to be hurt and recover. Repeat the same process for so many years! Stop this cycle! 




I need a good rest. Leave me alone. I don't want to be a nice person anymore. Those are not my problem. I do no need to solve it for others. Wanted to be a bad person! Hurt others without a single feeling of guiltiness.