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Moments by Galaxy Mini

My first Starbucks for year 2012. I guess it will be the first and the last.

My first EDP. Play for SEXY. Like the smell very much.

My first success blood donation. 350ml of blood. Yes!

My first Manhattan Fish Market dessert. Love chocolate a lots~

My first lunch at Delicious a.k.a my first lunch which cost so much~

My first A&W for lunch. Like the strawberry sauce. Sour and nice~

My first visit to Botanic Garden at Shah Alam with Yee Family. Nice trip ever~

My first hot chocolate at Theobroma Chocolate Lounge with Sim Yee.

My first pay for my first work. =) 

My first breakfast at Petalling Street with CheeLi and QiQi.

My first experience to visit cute and sporty kids like them. 

My first meet with Nicholas Teo at Overtime@Ipoh.

My first time to see black swans. Prefer black rather than white.

My first meet with Fish Leong at Aeon Cheras Selatan.

My first flight with MAS Airline. 

My first experience of taking KLIA express.

学不会

终于能听见JJ的新歌 《学不会》

我想接下来的夜晚 他的声音会陪伴我入睡



不是學不會 只是覺得愛太美 值得去沉醉 流淚

看来我又得在矛盾中受尽折磨 理智告诉自己得学会 情感却告诉自己学不会

傻·想法

每七年，全身的细胞会更换一遍。无论多痛多深的伤也会过去。其实，不需要七年。我们轻轻地动一动，上万的细胞就会死去。


曾有一段时期，我常为这些死去的细胞感到闷闷不乐。动作不敢太用力，也担心别人碰触我，就只为了保护我那脆弱的细胞。后来，受不了了。身体每天都会新陈代谢，新细胞每天都会诞生。旧的不去，新的不来。要走的总会走，看开点吧。


[很傻的想法吧？我也想知道我的脑是怎么运作，老是想些有的没的。]



胡言乱语，毕。

HL and Milk

There was once, my friends addressed me as HL. Just because my tuition teacher was holding HL Milk, then their mind linked it with my name. Sweat~ Yet, I like it.


I tot I am friend wif milk as I am HL too. However, it's not in fact.


Found that whenever I bought HL Milk. I won't able to finish 1 litre. Why? Wondering. I keep in the fridge nicely. Yet, it will still spoiled. I pour it into cup whenever I want to drink. The fridge is operating under optimal condition. Can anyone explain why?


Last Monday, no electric supply. I tot nobody will open the fridge and can still keep my milk. Who know~ I threw HL Milk again. Ish~ Money wasted. But the worst thing is I drank a few cups of spoiled chocolate milk and ended up with stomach pain.


Lucky that just one spoiled. Another one still fresh and nice. Warm it with oven. Reduce tiredness. How good if I can have a cup of milk before sleep. Then, I can have good sleep for every single night.


I know that there many ladies dislike milk. According to my mum and sis, smell not good. That's an excuse and unacceptable. You can add milk into other drink like milo. Taste smoother. Like it very much. For those who like coffee and almost everyday one cup, be careful as coffee will decrease the absorption of calcium.


Being a lady, must take enuf amount of calcium to protect our bone. Besides, don't think that Anlene is for old lady. There are different products for different range of age. Pick the one which suit you and start to protect your bone from now on.


P/S: Marigold should pay me for promote HL Milk.

Just for fun

If you're leaving forest, which animal will you bring along?

• Peacock?
• Tiger?
• Cow? 
• Goat?
• Horse? 

*Copied this from the book I read yesterday. Repeated for many many times till I can remember well.


I think many of you read or listen to this before. Those who are interested to know what your choice represent, drop a comment to me. Or you can search for it by engine search.


Have fun~ ^^

舍不得

今天，我的接班人来面试。

面试前，经理说我能应付手头上的工作，但得走了。

 这句话，让我有点感伤。

 

 

不知不觉，作了快三个月。好想时间能延长，这样我就能待在这就一些。

发现，我爱上了工作。忙碌的工作让我觉得好充实。

喜欢忙进忙出，忙至整个早上都没什么时间坐下来休息。

更喜欢听见别人认同我的工作效率。

金融的副总监说我快脱难了。呵呵。我并不觉得我在受难，反而很享受我的工作。

 

 

同时，要感谢同事，经理和总监指点我的过错。

我常常都粗心大意，做错事情。尽量减少我的错误，但还是无法降到零。

这样也好，让我打起十二分精神，监督自己的工作。

不能再像刚上班时，马马虎虎地交差。

 

 

虽然人事部在很多人眼中不大起眼，但好多好多事情都由经人事部的同事处理。

要是人事部不存在，你会发觉一团糟。

我选择了一份和自己科系没关联的工作，但我不后悔。

最起码，我开了眼界，也经历了上班族的生活。

人世间充满无常。总有一天，要道别。

也许，我毕业后，会再回到这里上班。说不定呢。

说得好像今天是最后一天。还有十四天才结束呢。真是的！

工作！工作！

NEWS

{Digusting TOAST}

[CapitaMalls Asia, 8 Dec 2011] A staff, JOey toasted 2 slices of bread. She smelt something burnt, yet, her breads were okay. Therefore, she moved nearer to the toaster and had a look. YUCKS!!! JOey saw a lizard has been toasted in the toaster. Looked at her breads, her meal gone, appetite no more.


Then, JOey informed her colleague, Hoo bout it. After that, told another colleague, Felix. They went to scene and informed CEO, Sharon who had toasted bread before this. Sharon get shocked when she went nearer to have a clear image. Immediately told JOey to inform another colleague, ZaZa who toasted bread before her. When ZaZa knew about it, she screamed.


The knight, Felix went out and used chopsticks to remove the toasted lizard out of the toaster. Pity that little creature. It is fall accidently into the toaster after ZaZa toasted some breads. Felix suggested to reuse the toaster after the removel. But Sharon said NO and gave it to Felix if he wants it.


JOey tot this case ended. Who know?! Felix came and told there were 2 lizards in the toaster. One died much earlier than the fresh one. That's meant no matter how, all staffs toast bread by using a toaster which has a died lizard inside. GOSH!!! NO TOASTED BREAD FOR 2 WEEKS!!!


For those who have toaster at home, please take precautions as below:-

• Clean the toaster before you want to toast anything.
• Cover the toaster when you don't use it.
• Make sure the toaster is clean enough. If not, lizard will go in and look for food.

Take care. May you won't loss your appetite after reading this. Cheers.

Reported by JOey herself.

Random

Plan to change my phone number after my 21st birthday. Yet, I forced to bring it earlier due to an unknown person. Lame people! Dare to call people but not dare to say anything except halo. Feel scary when I heard he was walking. Some more used 2 numbers to call. Please! I did nothing recently. Why disturb my peaceful life?! Even I did, just text my company address to those who want to apply job. Don't tell me that is one of them. Then, I am going to cry! Whatever, new phone number new life. Sorry to some people who didn't informed by me for my new number. Better to disconnect for ensuring my life to be peace in future.


Last week, met my best friend, Biix. Wow. Achieved the things he wanted. Feel proud of him. Went night market and had dinner together. Spent around 5 hours for a talk. The best moment to spend with your friends is that you can do anything you want without worrying anything. Do hope we can continue such moment in rest of our lives. Looking forward to make our plan come true. 1212 is coming soon. This few years, I will go back to hometown just for him. Who said there is not pure friendship between boy and girl. I am proud to say "I have!". Miss those time. Almost every weekend, we will meet each other. From bike to motor and nowadays car. We are the witness for each other during our growing process.   


Bought the second original CD for year 2011. Justin Bieber latest album, Under the Mistletoe. Listened to the whole CD on Wednesday. Bought it on Saturday night. Never think that I will like Justin Bieber songs that much. SimYee was right. If I would like to buy myself a Christmas present, this CD will do. Even mummy said that it's nice. Yet, I wanted to declare that I didn't get Justin fever.


Did something irrational on the way to work. Stop before KLCC and walk longer distance. But this will be the first and the last. No second time. Walk straight and don't turn back!

办公室

可爱吧？这是我公司里的布偶之一。

这是它的同伴，来自不同的部门。

 我的办公桌。我把DOMO给拐了，每天都陪我工作。冷时，抱着它。

 
 同事买给我的巧克力。

没机会吃，因为转送给某人了。希望他会吃。

紫藤

话说，星期一中午，和家人去紫藤。

离开时，三大袋。我家即将成为小紫藤。茶叶，多得喝不完。

 

 

以前的富山茶楼成了现时的紫藤。

环境优美，让人轻轻松松地品茶。 例如，日本式房间。

 

 

各式各样的茶壶。不要看其体积小小的，价钱可不菲哦。

 

 

 

不要以为只有日本才有茶道。 

以下照片里的女生只是装模作样，供我拍照。

 

原来，泡茶不是把热水倒进茶壶里就完工了。

 注意水温，千万别用沸水。

不同的工具。例如，茶海，夹子。

不同的茶叶可以浸泡的时间都不一样，普洱可以泡八次。

泡茶，可以是一门很深的学问。

小吃。酱料加入绿茶。不错的说，但我不是很喜欢。

要留意哦，不是每间紫藤都供应同样的服务。

就像谷中城，那里主要是买饮食。有些在商场里的就主要买茶叶。

不错的中午，在紫藤和家人度过。

希望下次还能再来品茶。但不要再带茶叶回家了。

Salut, November

Last day of November. Time really pro in flying away.


Second month being as an intern in CapitaMalls. One more month to go. Plan to extend my internship. But mummy disagreed with it and asked me on holiday after December. But I already used to the life being an employee. 


Like my current life as I don't have to sit for exam. By work, I can learn something new and gain money. Yet, RM1500 ate by ****. Couldn't understand what kind of policy **** holds. Grab money as many as they can. Even though AirAsia grab money by adding this and that fee, but they really serve customers. However, ****... Even you paid money to them, yet, they can still show their sour face to you. Like you own them. Some more, **** lectures will tell you that **** is a non-profit organization. They should go to kindergarden or primary school. Those small kids will believe this "fact". Feel sad as being treated as idiot. But feel sad for them too. Tot themselves are smart enough. =P


Sometimes, I really speechless. I "rent" WS's DOMO. I used to hug it when I am working. Ended up my HOD said I am his secret admirer. Today lunch time, my HOD and his colleagues continued their story. Come on~ I just hug DOMO. How can they say I hug WS?! Ridiculous!!! Can't imagine that this rumours came from few uncles. But I don't care, I will still hug DOMO. Nobody can separate me and DOMO!


Sunday night, Phylliz, me and David have a great talk. Can't imagine that my little brother would share his stories to us. Sorry that I can't tell mine as those are bad stories. I won't confirm that people and that relationship. Anti a lots. Just hope that no one mention that people in front of me. I wish I won't know anything bout that people. None of my business and I sick of it.


Santa is coming to town soon. Like X'mas decoration. Jingle bells and X'mas tree are all around. My blog is celebrating X'mas throughout the year. Hehe. X'mas, the date for me and my family. It's just like another year reunion with family members. No outgoing with friends even though I have nothing to do on that day. Don't ask why. It's a story that only known by Chan Family. Perhaps, this should be my tradition.  


Like a phrase that I read in WeiBo. Being blessed isn't that you live with the life just like other did but live in your own way. Agree. Eat, drink, play, rest, work, study, sleep, walk, run and etc, all follow my own way. How good it is. I don't have to listen to others and follow others. Dislike to follow others way. I have my own way. Don't try to change people way by saying words. It's a bad behavior. Yet, it's just happened in my life most of the times. Make decisions for me and forced me to have no choice. Hate it a lots. Do you know that?!


December, the time for me to summary what I did throughout 2011. It will be my report card for this year. Just added one meaningful things on 27 November. Will post bout it soon. Many things to be recorded before I forget bout it. Hope I have the time to do so.

红豆

我是个挑食的女生。感觉不好吃，就不会碰。

苦瓜、茄子、羊角豆、番茄等，我都统统不碰。

印象最深刻是红豆。



每次的农历新年，家人都会喝红豆汤。唯独我不喝。

原因？就感觉不好喝。不知怎么的，总觉得红色的东东很恶心。

但我又记得小时候常吃红豆冰。

真矛盾。没办法，摩羯座就是这样。



后来，长大了，发觉我觉得不好吃的东西，放进口后，感觉还蛮不错。

苦瓜并不完全苦，苦尽甘来。而且，苦瓜的营养不错。

红豆，更成了我的最爱。但原因不是营养价值。



有一年的农历新年，突然想吃，就吃了。

很奇怪吧？我也觉得。

是不是觉得我很多感觉、觉得呢？我也觉得。呵呵。

后来，知道红豆对血液好。对红豆更爱不释手。



曾有个想法，不对，这想法仍成立。但我不能公开，免得有些人没创意，抄袭。

其实，我为什么会PO文呢。

纯碎想说，刚我和朋友去喝红豆汤。但淡淡的，不是很好喝。



不过，我很喜欢那喝红豆汤的时刻。

和几个好朋友在一块，聊聊天。

也决定了，下次不要到麻麻档。支持华人档，喝甜汤去呗。

好久没动手煲红豆汤了。


 
其实，其实，我不懂要写些什么。看着《康熙来了》，笑点不比RM少。

不想睡觉。但几个小时后还要和朋友见面。

目前，语无伦次中。呵呵。

希望阅读这篇文章的你们不会想揍我。

碎碎念

上班途中，想起了朋友的感情事。因此，有了以下的句子。

<有些痛赶在睡觉前结束吧 白天的思绪被折磨了那么久 为何还要剥夺让身心歇息的时刻>

好一段时间，我的脑筋无法生产那些被朋友们称为emo的句子。

这证明说我很久没emo了吗？ 

非也，我也希望我已远离负面情绪。

只不过，选择了忽略。发觉，不是每一刻的emo 需要被宣泄。

其实，快乐一直都在。只是我们总爱把事情夸大，把伤心放大。

结果，不懂得知足的我们总觉得快乐很小，傻傻地去制造更大的快乐。多么可笑的我们。

明明快乐就不少，明明伤心就不多。

我们却颠倒了两者的比例，搞得自己老是伤心泪流。何苦呢？

最近，我的脑海里有好多东西想写在部落格里。

碍于时间和电脑的问题，被逼等到现在才能宣泄我的灵感。

可惜，我的记忆不好，忘得八八九九了。

理智告诉她，那是关于他和他朋友的事，不能告诉他。

说了，就会破坏他们的友谊。但是他是她在乎的人。

她只坚持了几分钟，就一五一十告诉了他。

这个故事说明了理智无法和感情共同生存。

有没有发觉，自己总会告诉自己喜欢或爱的人任何事情，包括不应该说的。

被说中的人，好好想想吧。

有些事情，不是什么人都能说。

你无法预料下一刻ta会否转告别人。不然，死了也不知为何事。

与大家共勉之，不是什么事都能对别人说。

就算是家人，不该让对方知道的事，就是不该说。

昨天下班，是我最开心的时刻。听着栋梁的声音，真好。

谢谢妹妹通知我，不然我会错过这么精彩的时刻。

好想出席栋梁的签名会，让他在所有的专辑和文件夹签名。

我错过了两次，不想再错过第三次。遗憾，能免则免吧。

今天，他不会上电台，但电台会播他的歌。

我想我的回家路途会是愉快的。

我发觉我有好多发觉和发现。呵呵。

不想整理次序。想到什么就些什么，不想加以太多的修饰。

不自然的东西，我有些抗拒。

我想我知道我为何会对那些乔装的人有些许的反感。

我最喜欢的节日快到了。红彤彤的、金闪闪的，好漂亮的圣诞树。

多希望我的家就有一棵。

日后，我的家一定要有。那会是全屋子最温暖的地方。

早上接到吉祥的电话。好久没和他联络了。

八分钟的通话，笑声占据大部分的时间。

还以为我们会失去联络。好多中学时期的友谊都丢了，能保留至今好难得。

想称赞那些感情丰富的人。每段感情都爱得要生要死，老公老婆等。

分手没多久就可以找到另一个继续要生要死，老公老婆。我办不到，也不想办到。

我对感情的洁癖严重得很。记得斐曾告诉我宁缺勿滥。

所以，我一直在等待，我宁可孤单，也不要随意恋爱。

我可以对不起自己，但我办不到伤害别人。以前不行，现在也不行。

做了一些决定，自己喜欢开心就好。

别人说什么，不赞成不喜欢，无所谓。人生是我的，再也不要随着你们的话去走。

喜欢你们的惊讶，因为你们一直认为不可能的事发生了。 

我不是傀儡。 

再续。

Curi Tulang

Alone in my department again. Nothing to do now. Hope this peaceful moment lasts till 6pm. Then, I can go home and rest.


Late to work. Reason? Wake up late -> Bus late -> LRT late -> I am late. =P Heard water sound early in the morning, so I tot it was raining. Took my own sweet time, slept till 7 something. Went out and saw the floor was dried. Oh no! I am gonna late. Reached LRT station but LRT moved in slow mode. The time I walked to office already 8.55am. Lucky that quite a number of staffs went to Kuantan and nobody in my department. Tomorrow can't be late as HOD and manager will be around.


Last week, OT for 3 days consecutively. Plus, I reached company around 8.05am to start my work. What a busy week. Lucky I can take rest after most of the staffs went for company trip. I tot I will be free and can go home after lunch. Who know task given by manager. Ended up scolded by mummy as I let them waited for 30 minutes. Sorry, I can't sacrifice my salary. Therefore, I forced to sacrifice their time. Don't angry, treat you all nice food ya.


I need book. Read few books these few days. Used up RM50 to buy books. Gonna buy again this weekend. Glad that the book I want already on sale. I want to read! Being Taiwanese is something blessed. Lots of nice book. Being Malaysia, I have to wait till the books are imported from Taiwan. But there are some nice writer from Malaysia. Like Mr Khor and Dr George. Just bought Dr George's book. Shared his working experience, quite interesting. Seem like I have no faith with book fair. Book fair at The Mines, I can't attend again. How long I have to wait for it? Argh!!!


How nice if I can have a room where all are books. I will go Taiwan to purchase the books I want and bring them back to Malaysia. There will be a big window so that sunlight can brighten my room. A sofa with many pillows and soft wool. Then, I can spend my day for reading. When night time, I can just look at those shining stars. Just an imagination but I feel blessed as I am surrounding by books and do the thing I like. What else? Oh ya, I need money to own all these. JOey Foo, work hard for this. For the first time, you have idea for your future property.


Yesterday night watch FireMan 3. A HongKong drama series. In my mind, WangXi is the sample of fire fighter. Without him, FireMan series lose its soul. Nowadays, nice HongKong drama getting lesser. Some are just to promote those young artists. Dislike some of the young artists, got the look but can't sing can't act. While those can sing can act, hide in the dark. pity them. Haiz. Miss the time I was under 12. Many nice drama series. Now, Astro Wah Lai Toi can cut. Even 8TV provides more and better drama series. In addition, FOC! Thanks to Aunt Melinda. If not, money waste on Astro bad service. Think of HongKong movie, more worse. Decided not to watch those lame movie again. Waste money to enter cinema and feel sleepy.


Miss Running Man. Few weeks didn't watch. Miss Yu Jae-seok, Gary and Lee Kwang-soo. Jae-seok used to make fun of Gary. Gary is a good lover. Loyal to his girl if his girl is here. Funny when I think of his pattern during photo taking. Same expression, therefore, he has the name, Gary the Peace. Kwang-soo, himself already a laugh point. By doing nothing, just stand there. Think of his name, I started to smile. Whenever I watch RM, mummy and Phylliz will complain me for laughing. Enjoy the show. Then, you will know how joyful it is. Love it when I watched first episode.   


25 minutes to go. Better stop bla bla bla. Read novel first. Tata~

In Time

Another thing that I did alone is went for a movie. Just simply pick a film since I have no where to go and nothing to do. Before this, I tot the film won't be nice as one of the main character is Justin Timberlake. Not really likes him much. But after the film, my perception on him changed.




Nice storyline. Time = money. People work to gain time but not money. As time is the thing where it can process everything. Poor people can only survive for short period. While rich people can stay up to thousand years. Diamond ear rings, if buy with money, sure more than 5 digits. But it worth only 48 hours. Compared to time, money has low value.




How ridiculous when Slyvia stand with her mum and grandmum?! It is against the law of nature. All people will face old and death. This time system applied doesn't fit! You know when will you die. People used to countdown for birthday or new year. But have you ever try to countdown your death? CRUEL! You have to be alert all the time as there are thieves might kill you for your precious time. How happy will you be when you have to worry bout this and that?




No matter how the current system change or revised, the rich and the poor still be apart with a gap which getting larger and larger. Middle class is the worst. To be rich, far way to go. Therefore, try to be high class people. Act like a rich people while people laugh at your back. Sometimes, I really found some clowns who act very funny. You went for breakfast but you dress like you're out for some function. Come on, Bidor is just a small town, you need not to dress up so. All black wif a black bag plus your "fair" make up. A bit scary. Some how I should thank you for delight my breakfast time as I laugh.  




I tot her father will save Slyvia but ended up he didn't. Owning millions of time but stingy to give one million in order to save daugther life. How disappointed?! No matter how rich you are, without a kind heart, you are worse than an animal. Recently watch a DVD, learn something meaningful. We shouldn't do something which against the nature law. How well western country develop, there is something they should learn from eastern.




In Time, a nice flim to be watched. Highly recommended. I should reduce the number for movie. Don't want waste time for some lame movie. People laughing while I feel sleepy. Found that the life I have previously ain't I want. Thru my working life, I found the way I want. Won't let my life go on by listening to others. I belong to myself but no others. Please take back your words/orders/commands/etc on me. I am sick of it and I wanted to be free.

孤儿院记

二十一岁前 增添一件有意义的事 终于如愿到孤儿院 

虽然没机会接触所有的小朋友 但和几位小朋友有谈话已很满足了

 

幸亏我有隆隆这个坏蛋 让我学会怎么去画简单的图画

刚好能派上用场 要是有机会我会带这个坏蛋一起探望小朋友们

好让他知道他是幸运的那位 

遗憾 没做好准备 应该买一些食物和文具给小朋友们

发现婉莹知道的词汇不错 画画也不错

另一位 紫宁算是个聪明的家伙 命令我做这做那 自己就跑到别处去

但我乐于为她做事情

小朋友们似乎很喜欢巧克力 无奈我带来的巧克力只有那么一些

然而他们不该多吃 现在终于了解 小时候为何爸爸不让我吃糖果 为我好也

制作圣诞卡的当儿 身边多了一位男生

他的话不多 他的回应大多数是摇头摇手表示不

抱歉那么迟才注意你 未能和你有多一些的谈话

不要再什么都摇头摇手

你不说话 别人怎么知道你心里想要些什么

喜欢你的笑容 别老是一个人 融入人群多一些吧

与其说小孩子们吵 倒不如说这就是小朋友有的活力与热闹

看样子 他们有些调皮 事实上 只要肯和他们接触 他们会接纳你 听你的话

我能为他们做的不多 所以尽我所能满足他们的要求

清楚知道那些星星 不久后会进入垃圾筒 但那短暂的开心 黄金难买

这一趟 我似乎体会了好几件事情

小朋友们也有他们的自由去决定他们想要的

我们不该一味要小朋友跟着我们的意愿走 放手让他们天马行空

会发觉他们的心里世界多不可思议

至今我无法用可怜形容他们 因为他们至少有同伴 虽然会被欺负

比较无依无靠的小孩 他们拥有的多了 

忘了多久以前 曾阅读一篇文章 其提及探望孤儿们 其实并不好

是否想过你以什么心情道别 是否感受过那份落寞感？

短短几个小时 足以让一个人习惯有人陪伴

过后 却得和对方道别 我了解那份落寞感

不过观察小朋友们的表情 他们并没有落寞 也许他们已习惯了

心疼这份习惯 他们应该过着更快乐的时光

弟弟妹妹们 要快乐地成长 

过去 或许你们仍无能为力 但现在和未来 你们都能靠努力去改变

加油

后记：有种冲动想在孤儿院待上一段时间

融入他们的生活 和他们有更多的接触 帮助他们

但现时 我仍没能力办到 期待日后我能办到

某人 你送我的巧克力 我转送给小朋友们

与其放着不舍得吃 倒不如给小朋友们一份甜意

你说我不该为你祈祷 那我唯有默默地为你做好事积点德

该做的我都做了 接下来不会再做了 该结束的都该结束

你 爱我吗？

第一次 听见伍家辉的声音 就觉得马来西亚人怎么都不懂得惜才

他的声音 那样的不一样 不经意就能唱进你的心里

许多人只听流行歌曲 我很想说你们都没品

只为了追赶流行 而抹杀了一些非主流歌手的努力

就好像你并不是理科生 却被标为不是好学生

每个人都有自己的优点 不会某件事不代表他或她不行

伍家辉是我继张栋梁后 较注意的本地歌手

《一人一半》是他给我的第一印象

因《虽然我愿意》而更喜欢他的声音和作品

后来的《我疯你》再到现在的《你 爱我吗》

透过他的歌曲 你会感到心虚 那些你想隐瞒的事实 他都一一唱出

庆幸 这雨季有伍家辉的迷你专辑 

就算心冷了 但听他的歌心会渐渐回温

 

后记：

我不曾问 你·爱我吗

有必要知道答案吗？ 爱我又怎样？ 要是爱我就不会让我伤痕累累

你的爱 我要不起 更不想要

我想我并非想象中爱你 现在的我只想自由

就算我一个人过活 也会比和你在一起更幸福，更快乐

爱你 只会让我失去更多，错得更多

一再地犯错，失去，伤痛，失望，无助让我好疲惫

这一次 真的真的结束 好吗？

Job Record 2

I reach KLCC around 8.35am. But only one new Touch N Go machine is operating. Ended up long queue. Can't understand how the staffs work. This is what we called inefficient and this is what happened normally in Malaysia. After that, took a long path to company this morning. Reached office 5 minutes before 9am.


Tot that I will be free after yesterday lunch. I was wrong. My busy time just started after lunch time. Around 6pm, few documents contained in a big envelope and put on my table. As a result, deal with my work till 8.30pm only go home. I wonder where these documents came?! How come sent in so late?! While I am busy with my work, other department staff went in and said that I am free. So, asked me to count balloon amount for her game session. Her eyes okay or not? Bring 3 packets of balloon home and count.


First day of November, I earned extra RM12 for my salary. Yet, I was tired for that. Lazy to walk out for dinner after my shower. Then, fall asleep when I was watching Hong Kong drama. Money, you're difficult to earn but easy to spend.


This morning, most of company staffs are not around. So, I took my own sweet time to read novel online. Nice~ But to avoid my working progress too slow, continued yesterday work after 10 something. Copy and paste to come out with few lists. Those aren't my job. Yet, I have to do it. Luckily that I learned something during that.


Now, I don't have to answer other people call by walk to their place. Just press #1 then the call will transfer to my extension. But I am lazy to answer call. More than 10 calls per day while just I am alone to answer them. I wish telephone line break down. Then, no telephone ringing sound and no call~ [Sorry, I used to day dreaming.] 


At last, I arranged candidates for interview. After called them, I have to call manager for confirmation. Sick of calling the same people for time adjustment. I think telephone bill will increase a lots after yesterday evening. I am the contributor for used up company resources.


Can't mentioned what I did after lunch time. Always give me some P&C documents to keep. Ish~ I am stress to handle it. Wanna relax a bit also can't. Have to check frequently to avoid any mistake. Some more told me not to let people know. If like that, do it yourself. I can't stop people to enter department and saw it when I am doing my work. Or I wait after 6pm only do it. Less people in company and I can earn extra RM12 for OT again?!


Just received email from my colleague. Filled in form again. Triple work for the same thing. What for asked me to do list before this? Now, asked me to fill in form. Sick of doing it! They aren't work to simplify things but make things become more and more complicated. Or so called "cari pasal" in Malay.


Suddenly, a candidates called and wished to change interview time. I like don't know what to say. Can't make confirmation for her as I have to wait for my HOD to be free. Can't get him. Sure he off his phone now. Haiz. Hate to deal with these things. Wasting time. I am the middle person who have to make adjustment and do confirmation for both parties.


Triple work make me feel sleepy now. May today I can go home on time and can have TomYam fried rice. Miss it a lots.

Job Record

Bienvenue, 1st day of November! Since I never mentioned bout my job scope, today lets record what I did for my post as a little intent.


Well, reached office early with good mood. Just one step toward my department, I saw my table covered by different kind of documents. Before 6pm, I was told that no work for me to do. But this morning, those things appeared magically in my place. How "miracle"?!


Fine. Have my breakfast after clear all of them. Filling those agenda and invoice accordingly. Easy job. Then, insurance claims for company staff. I have to photocopy documents and send original copy to insurance company. Prepare cover letter and get signature from my manager. After that, send documents to other branch. Luckily, I started my work immediately. If not, I will miss the time for dispatch.

 Done. Within one hour, cleared all the things on my table. Yet, my breakfast time need to postponed again. Why? Received an email from my manager to arrange interview for candidates. I do really hate to call people and answer call. Call many times but no answer from them. Lazy to keep calling. Perhaps, make call again after lunch time. Please pick up my call!



Whenever my managers around, nobody will call. Right after they step out of department, their phone will ring one by one. I have to pick up the call for them. Sometimes, asked me something that I don't know. 
[See, just mentioned bout it. Then, I have to receive call. Argh!!!! Have to receive call.] 


I pretended that I hear nothing and refused to answer any call. However, when I decided to answer, the call stop by the time I reach my manager place. Annoying! I myself have to answer 3 people call. I am not here to answer call. I do really wish that I can ignore all the calls.
[I can hear that my manager is laughing. He is somewhere nearby department. ]  


Back to my breakfast, I had it during the free time in between. When I am eating, Finance manager came to check her leave balance. My god! Nearly died because of get shocked. Can I have a peaceful time to enjoy my meal? Next time, I shall put a notice that "NO DISTURB" to prevent people come to me for anything. Yet, many people in and out. One of the reason is take snack to eat. Just now a manager came and took snack. He asked me not to eat too much. Ehmmmm... You're the one who ate the most. Besides, I never eat that. 


Lunch time now. Don't feel like go out. Lazy to walk for meal with my colleague.  


My colleagues are discussing bout the male toilet. One of them, WS always complaint that someone didn't pass motion properly. Then, they said wanna took photo and circulate around. Another guy, WC said sent me to male toilet to investigate. Felix really went to take picture and show people. I asked him whether he can still eat. He answered me yes and he wants to eat vege. Ibrahim somemore suggest to make video in order to teach people how to use toilet. He saw me stood outside my department and laugh. Then pointed me and asked me to teach. Sweat~


These guys always play around. But happy to have them here as there will be lots of laugh. Just now I stood up and looked outside, WS saw me and he turned. Then, bang his cabinet next to him. Haha. He really funny. Besides, they are talkactive. Always talk nonstop. Most of the times, their department is the noiset in company.

To be continued...

Moody

Yesterday went to Ipoh. Tot that I will shop a lots. Umbrella, book, shoes and food. Wonder why I can't find the reading material I want. Get to know from Popular staff that out of stock. Thanks god not no longer selling it. Please reach Malaysia fast. I am lazy to read it online.


Back to KL during evening time. Thanks to my great daddy. Before that, stop by Sungkai to take my clothes. Then, stand with Uncle Peter and say Bye Bye to my family members. I am not naughty. But really do hope that I can stay in Perak. Way back to KL becomes a scary journey for me. Last time, I feel happy when I know I am going to KL. However, I wish I don't have to go back to KL.


On the way back to KL, listen to Nicholas's song, let's not fall in love again. Once again, you sang my inner thought. It's like every September is my moody period. Wish that all those negatives emotion gone after this. Perhaps, I should take precautions from now on. So that, September for 2012, I will be fine. Tired to being hurt and recover. Repeat the same process for few years. What feeling should I have for now?


Slept around 3 something in the morning. Watch Hong Kong drama. Don't feel like sleepy. But strong feeling that I don't want to work. Received text message from friends middle in the night. Such a long time didn't sms with friend late in the night. Just a while. Then, I am alone again in the dark.


Dream of someone. Waked up in between. Then slept again and continued the dream. Couldn't see your face. I guess I miss you too much. Before this, you were just beside me and I dream of you. Don't have the chance to tell you bout it. Used to worry that you won't be there for me. Yet, this no longer important anymore. I and lonely are nest friend ever. I am experienced enough to face this.


October is going to end soon. You are gone for one year. You know what I feel? Started to think that are you exist? I have your text message and email. But seem like couldn't prove that you're there before this. How weird?! Are you phantom? I wish I can leave like you without leaving anything.






P/S:
Weather: Cloudy
Listening to let's not fall in love again.
I am fine and please don't come and mess up my life. Leave me alone. Thanks.

十月杂记

工作篇

不知不觉，我工作了一个月了。难以自信，我终于工作了。总觉得自己不像个上班族，唯有忙于工作的当儿，才能找到那份归属感。偶尔，很空闲，几乎都在上网看小说。要不然，忙得一整天都对着电脑荧幕。下班时，我才有自觉，疲惫得让我好无言。虽然月薪蛮不错，但水是冷是热只有喝的人知道。

公司的人，很多时候让我看不过眼。可否注意我的用词，我并非形容他们为我的同事。原因？不想和他们扯上任何关系。原来，我现在才体会什么是真正的虚伪。求学时期，遇到的算是小巫。算了，他们别来找我麻烦就好。

这个月的目标达成了，加班了三次。七个小时，核对了上千份资料。可了解我为何说下班才有感觉？坐着几个小时，眼睛对着电脑荧幕。期间，我还得处理一些文件。有一刻，我觉得我的能力好有限。晚上九点下班时，公司里只有我一个人。那种感觉好恐怖，黑漆漆。

 

生活篇

连续回家四个星期，感觉真好。每次火车一到站，我走到天桥中央，就会自言自语对外公外婆说话。唯有高处，才能看见他们的所在地。感谢他们保佑我安全回来。就算工作有多累，当我知道我回家是被期待的，什么都值得了。要是有人等你回家，为你准备晚餐，你回家的心情会是温暖的。

每当星期日下午回到文良港，好不愿意。家中的床，我才睡了两晚就得离开。虽然我不挑床，但还是我家的床让我睡得最安稳。不知怎么的，我比之前更念家。也许，深刻体会工作后，一个人吃晚餐，看戏，睡觉的日子。

感情篇

真的不要再惊动爱情了。我会受不了，就让我一个人，上班，吃晚餐。有人说，我是个理智的人。也许吧，我不太认同。我还蛮感情用事的。要不然，我不会不听我的理智而让你一直伤害我。对于你说的理智，我只不过是不想惹麻烦。

这一次，我终于理智地选择离去。自找麻烦，换了面子书户口，也加强了保安。虽然理智和感情一直在拔河，但我不能再让自己受委屈。有些事情，不是我的。就算重心拥有几天，最后也不会是我的。这一点，我不该忘记。

原以为，最残忍的是自己逼不得已去放弃。但其实，最残忍的是让自己继续等待。再也不要这么笨让自己受委屈。并非没人疼我，不需要你来给我幸福。不过，感谢你圆了我一些卑微的心愿。这算是你最后的礼物。事情的最后，我还是没办法生气你，但我受够了，累了。这一次，就让这一切不了了之吧。

屠妖节

话说，屠妖节那天，和朋友外出。感谢子立从金宝来首都，辛苦了。

步行到茨场街，也就是大马的唐人街。

 

享用早餐前，来个甜而不腻的甜点吧。麻糍。

早餐是生鱼片粥。把生鱼片放入热腾腾的白粥，用粥的温度将生鱼片拌一拌，片刻就能享用新鲜的生鱼片粥了。动手后，才发觉没拍照。可惜。

由于时间还早，我们步行到附近的麦当劳打发时间。十点多，再步行到刘蝶广场唱K。原以为，没什人。殊不知，K房早被下定了。

继续步行到时代广场，还好这里有位子。首次唱《慢慢等》及《别再惊动爱情》。

×栋梁，抱歉。我对你的新歌仍不熟悉。待你的新专辑到手后，我就会加倍努力背歌。×

过后，血拼时间。男女分开走。购得裤子和裙子。我还是喜欢自己购物，不需要迁就和等待别人。

我的巴黎铁塔离我而去了，原想买新项链，但找不着。

甜点时间，雪花栈。绵绵的豆浆冰加QQ的珍珠，好吃。忆起上一次，一个人在谷中城吃。

碍于琪明天要考试及子立得赶火车，所以五点多就散会。

晚餐，吃台湾卤肉饭。味道蛮不错。价格也比趣台北便宜多了。


希望有机会能到台湾品尝真正的台湾美食。古早味的卤肉饭，炸鸡排及花枝，珍珠奶茶，芒果冰等等。

虽然吃吃喝喝很开心，但算钱时超心疼。算了，是我不及别人聪明。 唉，加班几次吧，把钱赚回来。

终于感受到钱赚来不易，要小心使用。

Looking Forward

First of all, I am not Justin Bieber fans.

Shawty means pretty girl. Guys, learn this word and use it to call your girl. Fall in love with this song. Must not let my phone on silent mode. So that I can listen to this song whenever people calls me.

Do hope I can receive Christmas gift for this year. After listen to this song, I am looking forward for Christmas. Snowflakes, mistletoe, Santa, reindeer, present, tree, light and joyful. I must get the Christmas dress I like. Thank god Christmas falls on Sunday and Monday is an extra holiday for me. Yippie~

Lots of story happened during December. Joy and tears. Yet, it is the month I like the most but not my birthday month. Most of my birthday celebration did in December and nobody free to celebrate for me on my birthday. Therefore, I used to treat December is my birthday month.

Time flies in speed mode. After Christmas, my birthday will be around the corner. Plan for birthday celebration since friends request for it and mummy agreed with it. Need to find a best timing for everyone to gather around. Headache when I think of it.

21 years old, new stage of my life.

My Office Story

Another Friday comes. Yeah! Tomorrow can wake up on my bed. My brother praised that whenever I sleep on your bed I can't wake up. Of coz, my bed, sure comfortable. Now, understand why I always wake up late.

My first official paid for 5 days work. I don't think I did many things. Most of the times, I just online and surf weibo, blogspot and walk around chit chat with other colleague. I need to OT one more time to ensure I can earn rm*00 next month. Left RM2 to hit my target. Must get an excuse to stay back on next week.

Tot that I will have more time to online. However, no internet service at my house. FB blocked in my office. Can't find a way to hack in. Any computer prof. here? Please teach me to log in FB with secret path. My colleague told me FB is blocked in company. That day I went to her place and saw she logged in FB. Ish! What she said is different from what she did. Seem like most of the people in my company behave like this. 

Don't know what happened to the sensor. Everyday reach office, keep on playing with the sensor. Access denied! I hate these two words. Next month, my colleague who works as receptionist won't be around. I don't know how long I have to stand for people to open the door for me. Feel like wanna complaint to department which in charge with the stupid sensor. 

Enjoy having hot green tea. Unlimited provide. Nice~ 

工作

《乔伊·实习生 杂记》

昨晚，工作到八点多才回家。结果，被妈咪训。这么晚了，一个人回家很危险。我知道，但在家我无所事事，只能看戏等睡觉时间到。倒不如，工作多两个小时，多赚十二令吉。这样，我就能完成更多的工作。明天就能做别的新工作。


还蛮喜欢下午的时间，那才是投入工作的时候。忙着忙着，六点，七点，八点，时间很快就流失。 基本上，午餐时间前，我的工作都很琐碎，但会花较多时间完成。结果，午餐时间，我得在公司里边吃东西边整理文件。


人事部，工作看起来很简单，也很无聊。但得处理许多文件，有些更是秘密。身为实习生，我很幸运能看许多员工的资料。呵呵。我还以为我的资料会藏起来，不让我看见。怎么知道同事要我处理自己的资料。好失望。幸亏我忍住好奇心，没去翻查我的资料。


大部分时间，我都很空闲。之前，常进进出出，找别的同事聊天。结果，被行政部抓去复印文件。前天，还为了行政部而工作到晚上八点。其实，那天我只倒了几杯水。但赚了不少，额外十二令吉加一餐美味的晚餐。算不错的福利了。


我一旦空闲，要嘛跑进跑出，要嘛上网。结果，被经理投诉我太空闲了。不是我的错，工作我完成了。无所事事，我唯有上网。不然，要我呆呆坐着或跑出跑进吗？无奈，不知如何是好。慢慢地把工作完成不是我的习惯，受不了慢慢来。难怪，那么多文件仍未处理，原来是秉着“慢慢来”的工作方式。


我打算，一个月要加班六次。这个月，我还没拿薪水，两天的薪水就飞走了。好难过！一天的薪水，我得加班三次才补回。现在才知道，我的薪水不是固定的。要是一个月有三十一天，我的薪水才是XXX令吉。否则，就要除三十一天再乘于那个月的日数。除此，我没有假期。一旦拿假，我的薪水又要离我而去了。很不巧的，我提起的这两件事都发生在这个月。


我怀疑我的电话不会响，但又会有谁打电话给我。可是，我得帮别人听电话。最恐怖的是可是，三部电话轮流响。起来->听电话->坐下->起来->听电话->坐下->起来->听电话->坐下。结果，别的部门看我跑来跑出，奇怪我在干嘛。


下午四点半了，还有一个小时半才能下班。星期五，不会是我的加班的日子。今天，更不会，因为我要回家。完成这篇网志，我就要开始工作，虽然下星期五才到期，但我设了目标。今天，至少要完成三百组资料。

无题

人身在家乡，但明天就要回去首都了。
搭火车，抵达士林河站后，

车长竟说：“由于比原定的时间早到，所以在士林河站停几分钟。”

有种吐血的感觉，就差那么一站我就到家了。

短短的几分钟，犹如几个小时。

 

话说，这是我最喜欢的早餐。

有香脆的烤面包，新鲜的生熟蛋及酸甜的西茶加桔子。

只要我有回家乡，就会到泉昌吃早餐或喝茶。

聊聊天，喝喝茶，吃吃面包。同时，也是我和朋友们多年来的习惯。

到茶室不是老人家做的事。

像我们，九点多就在茶室坐。有时，店家因我们而延迟关店。

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我的工作伙伴，电脑。

不喜欢其键盘，好难按。一点都不像我的手提电脑。

要是可以，我想带我的手提电脑上班。但碍于我俩的安全，办不得。

对，工作时间在上微博。呵呵。

没办法，无所事事，唯有上微博看看。

电话，计算机，日历，文具，等。我的工作伙伴也。

计算机，基本上没什么用得着的地方。不晓得它的存在是为了什么。

电话，响起不超过五次。我却得跑去别人的座位接电话。

重点是，我的电话号码是什么，并不晓得。

星期一下班前，自拍。

一个人在办公室里，为所欲为。

 有机会，写一篇关于我工作的一天。

刚看了一篇文章，鞋底过厚会伤害关节。

难怪，我每次穿都不舒服。

哎呀！我的人字拖被发现了，不能再穿去工作。

 平底鞋则会弄疼我的脚踝。

到底要多少双鞋子才足够我应付这一切？

 小青，你何时才回到我的身边？

赶快修好吧。有你在，我最自在了。不像小灰，老是折腾我。

 

上班服成了我另一个烦恼。

唯有，大胆地玩混搭。将我的连身裙当上班服。

连续两个星期二都穿裙子。

但有一点不好，好冷！

目前，计划着把我的T恤转变成上班服。

羡慕那些上班女郎常打扮得美美上班，但我没这个兴致。

第一天化妆之外，其余都以素颜见人。

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下雨天，湿嗒嗒的空气，有点儿凉的温度。

睡觉迷的最爱，但我不想睡觉。

=P

Recently

Salut to both September and October. Left only one quarter of 2011 to go. Must work hard to do something meaningful and memorable.


Well, recently I am having new lifestyle. Sleep earlier. Have my dinner on time. Since last last Saturday, I have my dinner. What a miracle. Don't know what happen. Don't feel like hungry but do it like duty. I guess I start to love myself more. No internet at home, just watching the same movie and drama again and again. Actually I need only the sound.


Finally, I understood why daddy stay at school early in the morning till midnight. Where can he go after work? He is alone and no one beside him. Better stay at school and do something. Yesterday, I made my move around 8am and reached home around 7.30pm. Actually, I can go back earlier but I didn't. Stay in office and online till my manager asked me to go home. Go back just eat, bath, rest and sleep. Make no different.


Read an article bout my horoscope. For the first time, I feel like it's true. What happened to me is included in it. I don't know what someone will feel like. But I knew my own feeling. Chances have been given to someone so many times and someone doesn't appreciate it. Therefore, I decided to stop myself for giving chance. Not to say not worthy. Just that I don't have to do so anymore.


Gonna deactivate my FB account soon. Before that, I would like to share a story between J&J. Hope I have enough time to type the story. After one year, the story between J&J should be let go. As long as J is happy and fine, then it will be okay for J.

Wanna back to my blogging life. Blogspot should do like Wretch so that blogger can lock his/her post. Blog is like my diary that contained many secrets. Used to hide my story with other things. Unless you are the one in my story. Or else, you can only guess for nothing.

10 minutes more, I can go home and rest. Headache. Home sweet home, day after today.



 

R.I.P , Steve Jobs. You're a great leader. Steve Jobs = Apple.

Random

One week plus time let me used to it. Or else, everyday repeating the same thing. It's torturing my mind. Rather than hoping, I should not think of it at all. Then, disappointing will not attack me.


I need no Baskin Robin. I need just one RM1 ice cream from Mc Donald. Expensive does not mean that you treat a people better. You should know what you can do that he/she really need it. I never ask for any present. As I am waiting for the person who gives me the right thing. Everything I bought for you, there is a meaning. Don't think that I just simply buy. As you are in the list whenever I want to buy something.



20 years old. 3 more months to be 20 ans. Anything I did meaningful this year? Donate blood successfully. Help anyone? I don't remember I helped anyone as I am not a kind person. What else?


Feel like I am wasting my 20 years old. Regret to make one big decision. Will not do that again. Agree with what someone told me. Do the right thing on the right time. I should be myself and do something I can do and I like to do.


Like the time spent with someone. Peace but warm. Happy to talk to you. You will never know that what you say I will listen. As what you say will never be a mistake. Glad that I got you in my life. I think I did something good on previous life. But you did something bad on your precious life as you got me. =P


Nicholas Teo, when only I can bring your latest album home? Come back to Malaysia faster. I wanna see you. Missed 2 chances to meet him before this. I must grab chance on this year.