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Cooking red bean now. It's torturing me. Cook for one hour plus, those beans still the same. I hate to cook red bean. Take such a long time to be done. That's why I rarely cook. By the way, I didn't sago from home. Or else it will be perfect. Haiz~

Miss the desserts cooked by BIBI as she will put sago for me. Yum Yum. But excluded for the sago pudding made for Uncle Peter. I tot eat with "gula Malacca". Who know he asked BIBI put in sugar. Right after I put into my mouth, straight away vomit. The whole cup of dessert threw away. I don't want to waste food but that things really can't be eaten. Wonder who Uncle Peter eat it?! As a result, I asked BIBI never cook such thing anymore. 

During semester break, BIBI cooked dessert which is purple in color. Even though I like purple color, but I not really accept it. But I still eat as I tot there will be sago. Who know mummy told BIBI that LingLing dislike sago so don't put sago. Even BIBI knew I like sago, how come mummy said like that? So, I told BIBI that don't listen what mummy said. For me, sago is more important. Please don't take away sago from me~ 

Wonder where to get material about ISA? Internet source are more on people view and opinion. Yesterday went to library and search for a book. Who knew I get nothing after spent so many times to go through "Malaysia Akta". Don't tell me that I need to go government department or library Kuala Lumpur. ISA is a hot issue from last time till now. How come not many info bout it. Is it because those who mention about ISA, all get ISA and get jailed for 2 years? So "kersian"~ No wonder it is the cruelest "Akta" in Malaysia. 

Think of last month. Wonder what is right and what is wrong. Who care~ It's no longer important after that day. By the way, I have changed my phone number. Finally. Of coz, you can still get me by that number. Yet, it depends on your luck as the new owner might not tell you. Rather than erase some phone numbers, better to change my own contact number. Slowly by slowly, I will change all the method which can contact me. I need my peaceful life back.

Just A Good Night

Yesterday night, I sent good night to my friends. As usual, those who are close to me, for sure will reply good night. As they all know that I like to receive good night message. Thanks to my dear who sent me message from last time till now. While another friend, GY, we have been lost contact. Too bad~ Anyway, I will always remember that my 1st handmade new year card is from you. 

For those who ask why suddenly I will send good night to them. Haha~ Just simply without any reason. Actually can just reply good night. If someone suddenly send good night to me, I will feel warm. There is a person that I tot he will ask are you sent wrongly. Who know he didn't. Thanks ya. It shown that I shouldn't give up this friend for any reason. No matter what you did before this, already passed. And something between us won't happen anymore. 

I miss my Wretch. But I forced to close it. There are lots of memories there. Good night from friends, stars from Pygie, comment from Mr Chong, my Taiwanese friends, my stories and etc. Thank god that I can still contact with Mr Chong via sms. It's glad to have a friend like him. We exchange our view bout something. I gained many throughout a conversation with him. Miss the time we did something lame. 

Did I mentioned that I went to Ipoh last Saturday? I entered Popular for twice. Yet, I didn't buy any reading material. Ish~ I want to read book. Why the book I want haven't import to Malaysia? Just know the name of the book. Never or forever. Wonder what content will it contain. I need to read Orange book to torture my mind. Spend time on reading is much better than thinking. I don't want my brain cells to die that fast. Enjoy life before you say bye bye to me. Then only you will remember that I'm a good body owner. =P

Next week date I also haven't confirm. Why I keep on think of next year gathering with friends and CNY? Plan to go many places but nobody accompany me to go. Pulau Perhentian, wonder can I go there alone. For sure, many people will kill me for doing so. Take bus is dangerous, go alone is dangerous, you are a girl therefore more and more dangerous. I know I know. So I won't go alone.

Yesterday my friend asked bout Christmas. Oh God! The day I dream for the whole year is going to come. Two months to go. Where will I be on that day? Thailand again? I don't think so as too many people. I don't want to trapped in the traffic jam again and celebrated my Christmas on the bus with many unknown people. Singapore? Then I will go disturb my cousin brother's date with his girlfriend. Nobody will blame me, right? Johor? I already get offer from Aunt Shirley. I don't want my day wasted at home again. It supposed to be my birthday! Besides, that day have many memories for my family members.

Finally our gang photo is uploaded. Hope next week will on. Last two weeks, we went to temple after our yam cha session. Long time didn't see my best friend, Biix. Lengzai, right? Even my Mr Lionel said so. Glad that our gang still the same after so many years. Just that our sub gang is becomes bigger and bigger. As you know, join us will have lots of fun for doing something crazy. Hope we can have gathering in KL again like few months back. I don't think I will go to Sunway next Thursday. So perhaps next time.

Deepavali is coming. Mummy is going to bake cake again. This time I will make my own cake. Guarantee pass and nice. Before this failed, it all because mummy put in too many milk. Gonna give some to Mr Chan as a support for his exam. Guess what?! It's like every Deepavali, I will have the same menu. I dislike to have curry early in the morning but no choice. Except curry chicken, curry mutton which I won't take as I will feel like eating my own species. After go home, have to drink many water to relief my gastric pain. Thanks god, our house just adjacent to each other. XD

Random

This evening you sms-ed to me. I replied you. Supposed I shouldn't reply you, but that was before this. Rather to say that I break my word, better to say that I don't need to keep my words since nobody will appreciate it. Even though I replied your sms but it doesn't mean that you can use me as JOey map like last time. Treat you as my friend as please use your kindness treat me back like last time. I'm not the nice kitty few years ago.




I have closed my Wretch. If you visited it after this morning, you will know it. It's no longer the place for me and someone. Those memories I wanted to erase. There caused me lots of problem from last time till now. Better to close it and concentrate my world here. What I need is just a peaceful life. Please don't come and create problem for me, I hate problem and lazy to solve problem. Kill my brain cells and use up my energy. I prefer to let my mind empty and enjoy my peaceful life.




If you want to quarrel with me, go ahead and make me mad. Either I treat you as abnormal or I will accompany you to quarrel. Such a long time didn't quarrel, afraid that my stamina not enough to talk loudly. Wonder why others like to quarrel. It's exhausting. Better to keep your EQ. Some people won't know you're worrying and caring for them, better don't make yourself angry and care more of yourself.




Next week on, I'm going to have more free time. XD Mummy said go home every week. Hurray! But see how 1st.










P/S: Deleted and blocked some people in my contact list. Don't worry. I won't ask you to leave me. I go away by my own. After sometime, my world need "gotong-royong" to clear off some unwanted things. Glad that my world is clean now. Bye bye to those unwanted person and things.

Caring

Actually I don't mind to care for my friend. Just that don't lie. It's hurt to find out some truth. I tot I can treat nothing happen but I can't. I do really care for you as I treat you as my friend. How can you be that cruel? Very disappointed when I found the truth. I won't hate you, won't blame you, won't angry. Just let it go and all the best to you. 

Such a long time didn't chat with West. As usual, you told me a lots and care for me. Sorry that I forget your name. But I recorded you in my diary book. Thanks for what you did few years back. It can be a simple action yet I felt touch for it. Don't worry, I will be alright all the time and don't imagine too much. Take care is just take care not I'm going to commit suicide. 

It's time to sleep. My eyes are tired. Like what West told me, tomorrow will be a brand new day. Yup, it'll be as some people won't be around. I shall buy champagne to celebrate. Looking forward for this weekend. ^^ Good night.

Random

First of all, congratulations to both of my cousin brothers who convo on last Saturday and Sunday. Due to this, I can only pick one to go as different venue. Sorry to cousin Daniel that I didn't turn up to your convo.

Last Sunday, attended cousin brother's convo in UTP. He is an engineer and going to work in Arab Saudi. Tomorrow morning he will take flight in Changi Airport. All the best ya my cousin brother. See you on CNY. Wear the dress I bought in Time Square. Thanks for those who praising for my dress. Yet, I need to put down my weight. Besides, my legs pain till can't walk. I shouldn't wear high heel and walked for long distance. 

My semester break was end. Spent most of my time at home. Daddy didn't bring me for any vacation. Too bad. Miss primary and secondary time. One year can go for trip at least two times. Never mind, plan to go Thailand again end of this year with family. Many stalls to walk around and shop shop shop. I want to stay in Lee Garden. Even I can't go out, I can still shop within the building. By the way, I should grab the chance to try the fast food in Thailand.

Went to Time Square this Tuesday. Met someone with his girlfriend. Wonder he saw me or not. Tot of buying clothes. Then talked to the staff as he said he was hungry. Who knew he asked me to marry him by giving me thousand thousand of money. Requested help from my friend by eye contact. I really don't know how to response. Told mummy bout it and mummy said he is abnormal. Bought a new bag for just RM25. As usual big to put in more things and easy for me runaway. ^^

This afternoon, daddy came to pick me home as daddy went to Seri Kembangan for meeting. Since I came to KL for study, this was the 1st time. Normally, I will take bus or friend sent me to LRT station. On the way back, traffic jam as accident happened. Going to figure out what happen next morning through newspaper. Wonder how the signboard fall on the road. Pity for those drivers who going to the North.

Felt proud of myself when I dare to speak confidently in front of the class. Thanks for Miss Au Yong, my tutor, who helped me for my explanation. I asked what come 1st in your mind when you heard bout breast cancer in order to explain what is common sense. Hope I will be that brave in my following presentation. Feel like fall in love with sociology class as I get to know different culture. I think it will help me a lot since I plan to travel alone to Nepal and Japan.

Ish~~~ Someone tot I'm idiot. He sent "I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you" to me through FB message. Then asked me what the sentences about. At 1st, I want to answer but ended up with two words, google translate. Glad that I didn't answer him, or else, he will talk nonsense again. Wonder where is his friend, West, now. Such a long time didn't receive his post. Hope he will alright as his occupation quite danger. 


Sometimes we are care for someone or something. When we get to know something, that someone or something seem not that important anymore. Perhaps I should say that I'm injured because of it. But people dare to hurt you, you should recover as fast as possible to show that you're not easy to be bullied.