Shocked

this afternoon
mummy called me
she mentioned someone
who I never expect
someone's mum
the person I used to be afraid
when I met her
really get shocked
when mummy mentioned about auntie Fang



then get shocked again
auntie Fang asked about me
never expect this will happen
as I'm just a normal friend to her son
mummy told her that I'm study in Kampar
my god!
I didn't tell him
that I continued my study in UTAR
now his mum knew I'm study in Kampar
can't hide form him anymore



just now had Skype with mummy
she told me that Ms Tong gave me something
which she brought from somewhere
not sure whether it's true or not
if it's true
Ms Tong, thx ya!
unbelievable
as my teachers seldom gave things to me
gonna go back on tomorrow
then I'll get to know










memory is horrible
if you miss someone
you will always think of him
no matter what you're doing or where you are
anything can be related to him/her
even that thing hasn't relationship with him/her
you will just think of him/her naturally
it's seem not to be logical
yet for those who always miss someone
they will know what I mean
he/she will always in your mind
you will hope to erase it
however if really wanted to erase it
you won't willing to part
as it's the most valuable thing to you
whenever you think of someone
just let your mind fulled of him/her
don't forced yourself not to do so
coz you will be more and more missing he/she
just like you pour too much of water into a glass
it's overflow until a certain amount
you can't escape from memory
let it be~













1649 days
about 25% of my life is like that
keep missing~