Ocean

RIP, Ocean~



Do you know
that I'm crying again for you now?
Why you always make me cry?
I don't want you to go
I tot you will wake up after this
like last time
however you choose to left
do you know that it's a cruel decision for those who know you?
but it's the only way for you to free from pain
can I be selfish and ask you not to leave?




Although we didn't meet each other before
yet we are good friend
you used to encourage me when I'm down
do really touched of your message
now you won't visit my blog
and won't get the chance to visit this blog
you said you want me to score well in exam
as Xmas present for you
do you remember about that?
Xmas hasn't come to us
but you had already leave us




I have only one of your picture
to think of your face
few sms you sent to me when I was down
and the place we know each other ---> Wretch
you always said that
don't want me to worry about you
now you did it
I have no more chance
to worry about you anymore




you deserved to live longer
why God treat you like this?
you still more than 6 years future
many things to do
why God take back your chance?
why treat Ocean like that?
unfair!!!
God's love is unlimited
then why God want Ocean to left?
why let him to get sick?
why make his life so difficult?
maybe God think that his love to you not much
so wanted you to free of pain and stay happily in other place
is it?









can you just stay?
I really miss you