My Prince

Emo+ing since Monday afternoon.

I have cried in the lab class. Unable to against the gravity. Wonder my friends knew it or not. This is the 1st time I cried after I have my hair cut. Why I type this sentence? Anything special? Don't know. Just simply. I should be smart after so many time of lessons. Those people who will only look for you whenever they need help aren't a true friend. Felt unhappy for being used by someone. I should move on but not looking backward and expecting everything will remain the same.

Tuesday night, my friend asked me why I like Nicholas Teo? Well, I answered that Nic is better than someone. But she said anyone can be better than that someone. Whatever, no comment. Actually I don't know why I will like Nic that much. The moment he won the competition, I'm supporting him until now. During secondary school, I used to awake late in the night and emo for nothing. I will online and watch Smiling Pasta. Then, I will feel better. I like to see his smile. His smile has the strength to make people feel warm. Today, I watched Woody Sambo. Once again, his smile let me happy again.

My collection of Nic's music album.

Saw his signature? Special thanks to Cousin Kwok How who help me get it and bought his album for me. Get to know that Nic won't release his latest album this year. Quite disappointing. Tot of saving money to buy it. Yet, better for him to rest more. As once he starts to promote his album, he will be very very busy.

If I wear spec, for sure I will get a Phillip Morgan. If I wear watch, for sure I will get an Elba. Reason? Nic is the ambassador of these brands. Did you all noticed one of the door lift in Plaza Sungei Wang has his image? I'm looking forward to take photo in front the lift door. But too many people walk by and I'm afraid that the lift door will open. But I will look for the opportunity to do so. Wait for me ya, Nic.

P/S: Please ignore if you can't stand it. I know I'm a bit crazy of my PRINCE. =P

Private Corner

My room belong to mine now. Peace and quiet as usual. Not to say anything. Just that I need some privacy and private corner. Miss the time I have in Kampar. Oh my god, this is the N+1 times that I mentioned I miss Kampar. Can't deny the fact that Kampar is a good place to go home. Haha~ But I don't want to go home as certain reason. This week I might get a new mobile phone. If it's better than my current one, then I won't go home within these few weeks as I want to use it. Luckily that Uncle Peter won't know my plan.

Clap your hands for me as I didn't go Sungai Wang to join my friends after class. They are going to sing K at Aeon@Cheras Selatan and Connaught night market. I don't have the interest to sing K due to my poor vocal. So, better save my money to spend on other things. I always remind myself that my aim to here is study but not go out with friends frequently. I can relax by doing other things like read novel. Forget to mention that I bought 8 novels within 2 days. Left one book which I don't have the mood to flip through it.

I shall sleep early tonight. Maybe not as I need to do tutorial question. I will have 2 extra classes on Thursday and Friday. Since I have nothing to do here, better go attend class and let myself to study. However, I'm not feeling well these few days. Don't know what happen to me. I'm hungry but I don't want to eat. Any kind of phobia or weird disease? Whatever~

Thanks for caring me. Yet, I'm okay. Although not that okay, at least, better than Monday evening. I hate to act like that. Make condition become bad and cause those negative feeling in a hidden place overflow. I need time to fix this. Just let me be alone and I'll be okay soon. Trust me as I did this for more than 4 years. I'm looking forward for a day which I don't have to do so anymore. Crossing my fingers~

I want to go home desperately

This morning, I waked up around 5. Why? Too cold as I don't have blanket to cover my body and kept on thinking something. I hate myself. I shouldn't always change my mind. Like daddy said, I would do this today and tomorrow will be doing other things. To achieve my target, I must change this behavior.

I wish to go home. But if I go home, I can only stay for one night as I have Saturday class until 12noon. This will make me exhausted. Someone asked me not to go back if like this. Yet, I want to go back desperately. Reason? You know you know. You don't know. I called mummy, she didn't agree with me and asked me talk to daddy. I don't have to call daddy and I can know the result earlier. First of all, daddy will ask why I want to skip class. Then, he will analysis all my points and my points will become unreasonable. As a conclusion, I can't go home. Better save my phone credit and energy to debate with daddy.

After considering and mumble alone, I decided not to skip class. I will stay here alone. Next week only I will be going back. Sometimes, I don't really understand why people can skip class that frequently. Did you all count how many money loss if you don't attend a lecture or tutorial class? I won't fight with money. So, I will go for Saturday class and learn foreign language, French. Bonjour~

The following 12 weeks, how am I going to pass through? I never try to stay alone for whole week. This will only make me wanna go home more and more desperately. Oh my god~

Whatever~ Just take the fact and try to live happier. Cheer up, JOey Foo.

 

GOing back soon

Haiz... I'll be leaving my house soon. 2pm train from Sungkai Railway Station to Kl Sentral. After today, don't know when I'll be coming back again. Maybe one month later. Who know as UTAR used to change student timetable. 







P/S: Yesterday, someone sms-ed me. Tot of asking that someone to send me. But that someone doesn't has any transport.

Student Complaint

Like last semester, I'm going back on the 1st week. This semester will be different as I'm having foreign language class on Saturday. In addition, UTAR changed our timetable and caused us have to attend class in the afternoon. Then how am I going to Sungei Wang to meet Aunt Melinda next Saturday? By the way, if the class start late, I think I will go home on Thursday and come back early morning of Saturday. Yet, this is just a plan. I have to confirm the time 1st then only can carry on my plan. I don't want stay in a HELL for one month plus. 

Why UTAR suffer student like this? Idiot location + Poor management + Worst office staff. That day, I went to office to collect my transcript. Who know the staff told me to come tomorrow as she tot I want to collect my result notification slip. The day I came for registration, I showed her my offer letter, she asked me whether I'm from KTAR. Are you blind? There is a UTAR logo in the letter? Can I ask are you KTAR staff? How come you don't know to distinguish? Wondering why UTAR hire this kind of staff?! Is it to ensure that you can save more money and thus increase your profit? UTAR is extremely good in earning student's money even though they used to say they are non-profit organization.

Today, I have only one class which is on 12noon to 1pm. Then only I can runaway from HELL and go home by bus. Although I'm having flexible timetable this semester, yet, the lecture classes time all fixed. What for we wake up early in the morning and sat in front of computer and kept on pressing F5? You can just arrange the time for us. UTAR wanna copy government university but UTAR used to make things worse. Supposed we should have 3 months holiday, they cancel it and make it as short semester in order to earn more money. As a student, if we copied information from internet, we will change the sentence structure or rewrite it. Yet, as an education organization, copied other people and downgrade it. Bravo~

There are few definition for UTAR:-

• U Take A Risk
• Universiti Tak Ada Rugi (This is from my lecturer) 
• Universiti Tak Ada Rehat (This is from student)

If in Chinese version, short form of UTAR is 拉大. My friends asked me which university will let you think of going to the toilet. Can you all get the meaning of these two words?