Private Corner

My room belong to mine now. Peace and quiet as usual. Not to say anything. Just that I need some privacy and private corner. Miss the time I have in Kampar. Oh my god, this is the N+1 times that I mentioned I miss Kampar. Can't deny the fact that Kampar is a good place to go home. Haha~ But I don't want to go home as certain reason. This week I might get a new mobile phone. If it's better than my current one, then I won't go home within these few weeks as I want to use it. Luckily that Uncle Peter won't know my plan.

Clap your hands for me as I didn't go Sungai Wang to join my friends after class. They are going to sing K at Aeon@Cheras Selatan and Connaught night market. I don't have the interest to sing K due to my poor vocal. So, better save my money to spend on other things. I always remind myself that my aim to here is study but not go out with friends frequently. I can relax by doing other things like read novel. Forget to mention that I bought 8 novels within 2 days. Left one book which I don't have the mood to flip through it.

I shall sleep early tonight. Maybe not as I need to do tutorial question. I will have 2 extra classes on Thursday and Friday. Since I have nothing to do here, better go attend class and let myself to study. However, I'm not feeling well these few days. Don't know what happen to me. I'm hungry but I don't want to eat. Any kind of phobia or weird disease? Whatever~

Thanks for caring me. Yet, I'm okay. Although not that okay, at least, better than Monday evening. I hate to act like that. Make condition become bad and cause those negative feeling in a hidden place overflow. I need time to fix this. Just let me be alone and I'll be okay soon. Trust me as I did this for more than 4 years. I'm looking forward for a day which I don't have to do so anymore. Crossing my fingers~