Holiday On

I'm holiday now since Saturday evening. Sunday morning, I waked up at 7 something. Then took LRT from Wangsa Maju to Bukit Jalil. 17 stops and around 40 minutes, I'm in the LRT. As long as I can leave KL and reach home safely, just bear with it. 

Supposed I'm on my trip now in Taiping, yet, it delayed. Yesterday night, I was told that SimYee is having fever. Hope she is okay. If she really can't make it, the trip will be canceled as we are a gang. Can't go without one of you. Until now, I don't know the trip on or not. If yes, then I just have to wait for you guys coming at afternoon. If not, then I have plan for other trip for my holiday.

 

It's clear that I'm not

Is it because my soul is too free? Therefore, I put my feeling on someone. For the 1st time, I acted irrationally. Wonder how could I did it?! I must find out what is going on. I don't want to be trapped again.  


I tot we can meet each other in real life. Yet, we can only meet each other by phone. If one day, you lost my contact number, will you look for it? If one of us wanna disconnected with each other, it just piece of cake. Besides phone, no other. Feel like wanna disconnected with you before I get hurt. 


Told by someone that you shouldn't give up and you will success. But I don't want to do so as I don't aim for anything and I know it's impossible. Better for me to let go before it's uncontrollable. In my heart, there are two sounds. I knew the fact very clear, but I heard one voice which deny it. End up I will listen to it and deny the fact. 


It's clear that I'm not. Why I dare to say I am? Feel like I'm getting lost control recently. All my rational and maturity gone. I can only listen to the others. Perhaps, I should say someone. I want to be normal. Please stop torture my mind like this! I need a deep rest. At least allow me to sleep well for one night. 


Something changed between us and I dislike it. I think it's too late for me to reverse the condition to one week back. My mind is out of function. Need to be repair~

It's WenEe Big Day!

It's WenEe Big Day!!! 

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Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday To WenEe

Happy Birthday to you

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Happy Birthday, my dear! May all the best to you!

On and on

2060++ days are over. Finally! But anything special? Nope~


Recently, many things have changed. Everyday didn't sleep well due to certain reasons. Wonder where is my rational? Unbelievable that I will do so. Perhaps, I should take some leaves. I really can't take it for long term. 


I'm keep on testing my limit. Why I make myself so suffer? I shouldn't told him bout it. Let's see how far I can stand it. I wish I can runaway from it but I have promised that I won't go. I will runaway right after you're recover. I don't want to test my limit on and on. 






P/S: My soul, you're taking the real holiday now. Please enjoy it. As you're going for another suffer life again. Sorry to let you in suffer. I don't wish too.

Be myself

I'm changed. No longer the one who bear with someone no matter what. I have my right to say no and not to be a nice kitty. After coming Friday, I should set myself free as SeeMon said. I have to think clearly from now on. I have wasted so many times on something unworthy. 2060 plus are no a short period. I don't want to repeat the same thing in future. Be myself and love myself more. 

Since Monday until today, I didn't spent any single cent. Happy bout it as I have around RM30. But everyday ate instant noodles, biscuit or drink milo with cereals. Don't feel like eating even I'm hungry. Take it as diet since I ate a lots last week. 

2 more papers left. After coming Saturday, I will be free like a bird. Looking forward for my holiday. Going for a trip with my course mates. Then, help daddy for his school carnival. Hope I can watch Eat, Pray, Love during holiday. Yet, in between, I have to come back for MUET test. Even though I'm on holiday, still need to prepare for it. At least get Band 3. But I want to get above.

Finally, I know how to input song into Ipod. Tomorrow I can use it when I'm on the way home. Listening to some songs better than doing nothing on the bus. Need to wake up early as I will be going to Time Square with my friend. Plan to buy a gift for my sis, Phylliz. She pass her exam. Her hardworking gives her a great reward. Well done ya! By the way, she went to Ipoh before this and she bought me a T-shirt. For the 1st time, my sister bought clothes for me. This shown that we're growing.

P/S: I'm going home tomorrow. Going to celebrate mid autumn festival with my family and friends. It's is one of the important day for the Chinese. A reunion day for a family. Therefore, I'm going back~