Real Holiday

I don't want soul holiday. I want a real holiday or I should say terminate what my soul did for the pass few years. What for I repeat the same thing for so many years? What can I gain for doing something idiot like that? 
 

Be wise and love myself more. Single ain't something bad. Actually, there are pro and con for single and "double". I prefer single life now. At least, I can spend my time all by my own. Wonder why cousin Shih Ming asked me to be in a relationship. Some more asked me looked for a Singapore guy. Shocked when I heard it. Maybe he knew something something. He is the only one cousin brother who knew my condition. Glad that I can a brother to told about my feeling. That's why I like someone who mature. 


Sometimes, I really anti childish. Yet, I like to play with kid. In their world, there is no a world, complicated. Do miss Mr Lionel. He is the only kid who I knew him since he came to this world. Still remember the time his was small. Like the moment he was slept and lying on my shoulder. I have a strong feeling to be a mum. From the moment, you get to know a new life is grow in your body till he/she is taller than you and did well than you, it's something wonderful. Yet, I plan to be single. Let's see 10 years later, am I a mum to a child or children.




Am I run of topic too far? Forgive me for my imagination. But I really like baby. There was once, I asked my friend, can baby remain at infant stage? After they growth, they will become naughty and I hate this stage which let every parent headache. I think I better stop myself from continue typing. 




By the way, I'm going home tomorrow. Going to spot check my room. Hope I won't see lot of garbage on my lovely bed. Or else, I will kill my roommate who is my sister. Happy to go home. Tomorrow, please come faster~ ^^


Need to go now. Many things to be done. TATA~