Where is it?

Can't deny it anymore and don't give yourself any excuse. I loss my concentration on my study since few months back. Reason? I think is because I received a sms on June from someone. From that moment on, my concentration gone.



Now already week 12. Next Monday will be week 13, yet I didn't master anything. Even I did, it just a bit. Not enough for me to pass final exam. I left not many times to do revision. Study week for 1 week but 3 important subjects fall on the same week and continuous. I don't have the confidence to do it. For the 1st time, I don't have the confidence on my study. I totally loss. Where have I been? Follow my soul for holiday?



Upset to face this fact as I tot it won't happen on me. I don't want to turn you all down. But my determination and motivation to study really gone. Wonder why yet till now I still don't know how it happen on me. Is it because I taken it to be easy as last time? I should not look down at it. Don't ever over estimate your capability. Why I forget the lesson during standard 3? I don't want to repeat the same mistake again? I should win in this game, yet, I didn't put in my effort. How to win? 



JOey Foo, stop dreaming and give yourself tomorrow as excuse. Work hard from now on. Or you wanna repeat the subject(s) you are taking currently and extend the period to graduate? Think of your future, don't spoil because of unworthy circumference.  

P/S : Anyone notice that there are some snowflakes falling?